Sleepless Nights

posted on Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:57 PM

-84 Lost+

Short post , regarding bout Rafael Nadal.

He losttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt in RG Cup. Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

First time in history :(

It's totally overflow for Robin Soderling to beat R.Nadal ! Hell nooooooooo .. *faint

Not interested in RG Cup for this year *sigh , but wimbledon cup ! ( on the 22 June )

Labels: undeflected smile.

posted on Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 5:38 PM

Comment Se Fait-il Que...?

Why should things appear like hell ?

Today is a tremor of fear which Mr.Madhavan , the great Mathematics teacher has to leave. We're certainly not sure about it , but he acted like he'll be going away from Puteri. No matter who is replacing you for our subject , we'll still be grateful of you whom have taught us for almost three years. It's also a cry expressive of pain today , we called. We ( Azell , Shazy , Sasha and me ) loved the present you gave us. Thanks so much ! You'll be remembered , we promised :)

What a joy and what a pitiful with some one lost in our hands . Joy is beyond measure when the examination finished ! It was also a more difficult paper for the last paper which is our imitation beloved history paper. Out of syllabus and everything we can find . I was begging Lord to cloud my head with answers . I bet He had .

and , I just choose any answers which is logical and perfect for me :D Wow ! Thanks Shazy for letting me to know the Mathematics paper result . Praise the Lord for I have full in my hand . Let's look forward to paper 2 :D

Sigh . I considered that I did quite badly in this term . I'm lack of enthusiasm in exams and very , very enthusiastic in some TV show . Like :

Australia next top model ! ( though I knew is weird to watch )

Parental Control

just finished American Idol .

Tennis in French ! wheeeee ! ( Maria Sharapova came back from injuries ! )

Nadal rock it :D

any Mum's drama series *lmao.

and the mighty minds show out in screen soon ! ( 28/06 )

with my wanting New Moon .. is still long , I knew...

Just loitering around when I'm studying during the examination period , as usual . I'll be missing all the tuitions for the following week and suffer with my "Q1000" . It's doubly more than thousand for seven subjects ! in JB. Oh oh , I'll be seeing my Darren cousie bro , soon ! but not Jeynaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. P/s: Jeyna , enjoy your australia shopping. :) Alot more to go..

Happy Hols ! everyone !

I love this- no boundaries by Kris Allen :D

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.

There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge

What if today is as good it gets

Don't know where the future's headed

Nothings gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every lineI’ve risked being saved but I always knew why

I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there's nothing between youand your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

Yeah…There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the painWeather the hurricane

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries.

Ça va être chaud ; to love..

Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random, school

posted on Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

-82 Theory towards All +

A lil bit of thrilled .

Today is the first day of mid year term exams !
which is killing me , BM . I did it badly in paper 2 . Needless to say , paper 1 , I have always make a bloomer .. *sigh .
And , yeah .. I am really following this principle , forget is the best revenge , friends. See what happens next .

Here it goes for my paper 2 :-

For the first question , I was staring at the paper , which points to write ?! all seems to be crapped story and shouldnt be in my answer sheet . Choose five and shut up to write it with no other choice , I told myself . So I just sort of like , crap it . For section two in the first question , I was totally out of words ! I crap again , again.. with disappointment , I maybe answered wronly for the last question of section two in question 1 :D
Brain-storm ! question B , as always with the more than 120 words for me. I crap and crap again . Again , crap crap crap for question C . I just throw in some idioms ( I hope it really suits ) . Oh before that , I did my question D first. I took more than ten minutes , my badddd . I wasted time there , againnnnn .
But , I get to finish the paper overall :)
Really , really hope not that worse *sigh.

V.sam ! *giggle. She asked us to write the essay in 30 minutes with the given points . For the first page , my handwriting was all right. Drop dead ugly when I went to second page. I was rushing and swinging my pen along to complete the whole lot essay. Terrible , I shall tell ! :S
That's the part , I called it worst !

Tuition , tuition time , period , duration , I,
Je t'aime , really.....

Labels: faith, friends, miscellaneous-random, school, studies

posted on Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

-81 ... +

First of all ! Happy Birthday Devinnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

-I'm sorry that I could not stay back for your celebration

-I'm sorry for the late payment.

-but , have a present-opening , friends-hugging , wish-making for your day ! :D

Last but not least , today is the last day of Mrs.Hoo's tuition before holidays . Worse is , the homeworks she gave are clouding on my table . math and science but not end of my life GG . Um.. I'll miss you all thorougly , precisely :D

Some funny moments :

When I'm in the group of four in the class ( BM period )

-Sasha , Farah , Momma , me

Momma :- What the hell is this ?

*referring to the paper given by teacher.

Momma :- Alat penghawa dingin ? or pendingin hawa ?

Sasha, me & Farah :- pendingin hawa ! laaa

Momma :- Oya .. we use to call "some one" this.. yea yeahh..

* everyone laughs.

After BM in the class

Joanne & Momma were creating some "nice" names for some of the classmates.

Joanne :- Shazlyiana .. What to change ?

Momma & Joanne:- Think and said shazalayina.

*three of us laugh

While I was looking at her , she was explaining something about *** to Azell , precisely , is from some book.

me:- wth are you discussing ?

Shazy :- Wait ! I'll come to you later.

I gave a look to her.

Shazy : - *she's standing beside my table now , here you go .. *** is ....

I ignore and continue my marvellous Mrs.Hoo's homework -.-"

P/s: It was really pretty much. *sigh

Oh oh , I saw rainbow today ! it was so beautiful . see ! :D

********* , * **** *** **** ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVINNA !

Labels: birthdays, bliss, faith, friends, school

posted on Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 2:22 PM

-80 Not proving It yet.. +

Shazy , me , Jing Han

I miss you guys :O
Zeal with knowledge is a not a runaway horse , but why ?

Thanks Shazy for the photo :)

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ! :)

Labels: thanks, undeflected smile.

posted on Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

-79 Happy Mother's Day !+

I cant help it , but I've to blurt it out here .

Thanks for the dinner though I'm not a mother to celebrate yet :D. The cuisines were bad , really . So much worse than last time when I'm still a little one to visit there .
Mm , I thorougly love my grandma . I do adore her lots :) thanks for the late red packets for my birthday. It means nearly the whole world to me , praise the Lord !
All I wanted to speak , to let you know , is you're awesomely pretty in everything ! :D

and granny father , I love you :)
thanks !

Labels: festival, happiness, thanks

posted on @ 12:14 AM

-78 All that I want to say ..+

Everyday , there's somebody , a huge amount of humans are on their depression mood , but there's still a tiny portion of the world wide's fraction of them are still serene , calm . Yet , clean cut is always better . Risky , unrevealed truth happenings arent for us to foresee. Not to predict , though God is fair .
I'm happy today , for what ever God has given me. praise the Lord. for this I'm happy , for ..

To my little friend , who means alot to me , be happy . Let bygones be bygones as I've told us that things go fine when another second ticks. Sim Yin , we understand you :)
Like I said , I havent actually put down the risk we took ( Shazy & Jing Han , me ). we work so hard for it , all the scolding and nagging work I done to you guys for we're too desperate of what we want , counting the eggs before they hatched. Finally , but not much , we didnt manage to represent our state to national level . Your laziness , lingering around plus not caring much , I made it to altered , to wake you guys .
No use , too .

The pathway isnt for us to run like that . No use crying along , helpless to indicate.
All I wanted to say is ,
Jing Han
Shazy
Sim Yin
hold your faith , seriously. I love you guys :)

Oh btw , Happy Mother's Day . I love my mummy , grandma alotsss ; still , I can handle my love !*laugh

And , Azell & Sasha .

dont worry about the buttering stuff . We'll see when the times come . We knew who we're suppose to be. Look at ourself , reflect it through the clean shinny mirror :) I love you guys , too !

Labels: faith, family, festival, friends

posted on Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 7:00 PM

-77 Greattt :) +

Jing Han's birthday which falls on 6th of May . today :)
Happy Birthday ! Hope you'll have a happy celebration , wish-making , candle-blowing , presents-opening & confetti-throwing ! God bless you .
I loveeeeee her though she's too nice :D

Labels: birthdays

posted on Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 9:31 PM

happy birthday mummy {01/05}
I love you ! Spend much , enjoy much :) thanks for the dinner . *grinss
A lil bit updates about the late presents :
Thanks Penny for the cutey bear . I love you , Shazy . Thanks for your marvellous cup and the malleable flower ! An unforgettable gorgeous gift from my bro , thanks for the Roxy wallet :) and mummy and , too daddy . the newly esprit watch , though I've lots of them . I love it ma'am sss . THANKS !

-76 not suiting enough ..+

Lovey-dovey moments arent for me to enjoy , I supposed . All , including the Moon , a far hundreds million kilometres Stars , meteor shooting so fast as only a one second time , are all naturally pulchritude of living ; yet I shouldnt have enjoy it.
Because time passed. I dont realised that much , maybe.

Playing around with friends , teasing those whom they shouldnt been teased ,hoping for the farthest wish , joking with everyone . Friends ! Some of them are entirely best indirectly. Directly , I would have thanks you guys :)

Miscellaneous , random . Really , really random .
Everything in my life just lying and flowing around my soul . What's the point waiting for the unrequited wish ? again , I told myself faith . Faded by Lord , or faith in trusting Him are precisely different , yet there's me , who said that is almost same , similar . Miracle , who ever trusts . Like I said , true friends , I adore ; true love , I'm holding my faith and putting a one hundred percent trust to my Lord . praise Him !

Look , examinations are around the corner . All the folio , I'm severely dead beat of it .
To make a moment to be drop dead awesome , is not easy ; all the happenings are full with depression , solitary to move along .
I love all ! who adore me back :D

I'm waiting.

Labels: birthdays, faith, friends, miscellaneous-random, thanks

posted on Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 8:12 PM

-75 What if we lost ? +

It's not like ; the musical sheet which contains many different kind of ways to play the song out . to satisfy our ear , to make the step into the right position and to make it either happy or sad melody . It's a total entire case . Like the fire and the water ; the will and doubtless wish .

Mighty Minds ..

That's it .. we lost. { Jing Han , Shazy & me }

Shazy , you said , we worked for it , but not paid off . Jing Han , you're super awesome to stay calm and continue to go for your weekly tuition . and me , I was the cause ! Sorry girls , I really gave the wrong idea . I'm too nervous , nerves shaking and sweat ; while looking at the question paper. I'm sorry , the model that I gave the idea , that we created it with full faith , is unstable. I've no time to take the marbles out and stick it on the bottle. I'm sorry . Shazy , we too cant thought of the use of the nails . You , at last , give the idea to conduct the electricity . We didnt made it to control , just leaving the bulb to light on . I knew.. I understand. Just chill , we'll be taking some other chance , maybe . Let's just wait and see..

Thanks Jing Han for setting the bulb. You're pro at it , though you're studying it in KH . Thanks ! I love you , really . Shazy , thanks , for all the cutting sellotape job during the hand on challenge. Aunty , (shazy's mum) thanks for sending me and Jing Han . My , my . thanks Pui Yee & Leng May for supporting :) I appreciated Pui Yee lots ! for being with my team and support me when ever I wantttt . Another zillion of thanks to my math teacher for teaching those etc . I love you guys , Shazy & Jing Han. Thanks Azell ( I love herrrr ), Sasha :) , Ain , Mommaaaa ( I love her ) , Mia for praying and to those who wished me .

We , at least made it to 2nd challenge rightttt ? and be the top school in the first challenge righttt ? 1 wrong with the team works rightttt ? we're proud with our achievement , first , you knowww ?! , you girls should release all the anger , depression & remain calm , serene :)

We kept our faith tightly while waiting to go into the competition ground . Praise the Lord . yes , we love each other :) oh btw , the baby stuff was cute rightt ? we'd some shopping :D although , it's not too overwhelming .

Oh besides , Happy birthday Jeyna . you endear me much much more every time you come back :) . God bless you !

That's all about mighty minds competition . Not forgeting about Sim Yin and Sanggeetha , thanks for caring . thanksss...

All I hope is , just comes and fades away . The wish is father to the thought

Shazy , Jing Han , we'll be in the team as always . I love you all ! *hum dont worry , be happy.

It's total selfish for me to know that they're depressed over these small tiny things in our life . I whispered to myself , also to Lord , why ?

Labels: birthdays, friends, undeflected smile.

posted on Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 7:05 PM

from Sim Yin & Ain :)

from ema <3>

from Azell :D

from wendy .

-74 Aging ; New Life :) +

What I could do when the hand-clock ticks exactly at twelve o'clock , was over the pulcritude of my life ! Some even wished me earlier than 21st of April ; but only a few minutes earlier :)

So , thanks Devinna ! my dearest darling ; who has countless wives . You're the first one to wish me on the exact date . thanks ! A faithful-lovely thanks to Jing Han . Yeah , I agree the fact that I'm older than you for the only one single month. In fact , it is less than one month ; you're only a little bit younger :) A vast hugs and kisses to my newly upgraded best friend by yourself , Azell . I've treat you as my darling a century late ago . Oh my sincerely-beloved Shazy , thanks for singing the happy mighty birthday song for me ! It's really horrible to listen to it ; to remind me of the fear . But , nvm , I love it though .. AND YOU SEND ME AT 2.09 a.m. You're really crazy to wake up everyday that early :D Seniors ! , Lily , thanks for the wishes !

these are the one before I went to the school on 21st of April :) THANKS.

Also , not to miss out , Kevin , you're having over adrenaline rush to send the sms . To remind you , you send before twelve. I dont count yours :) no offence , dont worry ! :) thanks for the wishes ! Karen , thanks for the wishes , too :) Oh , before I get loss to my story today , thanks Kent for your attempt to make the strings thingy ! also , thanks Sheau Jye to wish me in friendster & Joanne for the twilight VCD and wishes :)

Um .. when I reached the school compound , I went straight to the class because it was raining *giggle . The wind blew strongly till I felt the cold of the bliss ! :) It went like this :

Sasha shouted "Happy Birthday , Joeyee" . I was like.. what ! everyone knew and they'll sing the birthday song together in the class . But , I couldnt ignore it , though it was Nisha's birthday too :) And then , followed by the remaining friends in the class ; seems like .. Joanne , Sanggeetha , Leng May , Atiqah , Azell , Jasmine and more . Azell came to my place and handed me a plastic of present . Your bear and the cup is superly dam cute . THANKSSS ! Before that , Sasha came and gave me a card , writen : To JY Cullen and she said " this card can only be opened in front of the vamp " Rightt... So our secrets wont revealed ! teee-heee :)

No doubt , I went to Jing Han's class accompanied by Azell as she asked me to go there before seven. All right , before I could even reach her class , not even the half of the pave way , she said .. " nooo , you cant get into my class, your present is not ready" So , I went back to my class as she told to . Jing Han actually told Azell what she gonna do . Sigh . Later on , more and more people came . One by one they wished me . Thanks :)

Ain and Sim Yin gave me decorative stuff , coloured with blueish and an awesome light. I tremendously put in my heart to it ; I love you guys ! Pui Yee gave me a musical guitar key chain. It looks so sexy ; thanks pui yee . I love it , really . Ema came ! I love her ! Doubtless she'll give me a twilight the score book. I was pulled off to get it . I love you I love you iwuffu ! :) Wendy , thanks for the A+ bookmark . and the wishes ! THANKS ! we'll be greeting each other good luck in mighty minds ! Tee-hee THANKS , again .

Here comes the great Michelle , saying that Jing Han's not coming while giving me some present. I told her , I saw Jing Han this morning before she came. The shock of her face , makes me wanna laugh. You're cute :)

Let's go back to the topic , where Jing Han asked me to return to my class. She , arh . Drop-dead wonderful , you ! Seeing is believing. Hui Min , Jing Han and Michelle bought me a Secret Recipe cake . and all of my classmates stood to sing for me . embarrass pawned me. what to do , make a wish , blow and cut. It's that easy without using much effort. But , before I could blow and make wish , the wind just blew off three of the candles. So , without wasting much time , I quickly take a deep breath and shouted , We'll be the champion in the coming mighty minds , looking at Shazy and Jing Han. Referring to them , Shazy said YES ! and it was breath-taking , blowing the burning candles small fire away . finally , I cut the cake .

Thanks Penny for wishing , Kimberly , Mei Hwa and Wen Hui before I went back from school :) my , my ! oh yeah , Jing Han , Hui Min and Michelle , the marble cheese cake is really nice , no joke ! :D

So , I would like to take an opportunity to thank all of you ! before the times chased me off . I'll be turning an age older , taking away all the blessings which Lord gave me. THANKS . I love you guys :)

Bliss

bliss ! :D

newly edited , thanks Leng May for the " ........ " card . *deep breath. and too , thanks Tijen for wishing , though it's late today {22/04} :)

Labels: birthdays, family, friends, thanks, twilight

posted on Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 8:27 PM

I called it ; wait.

-73 Fourteen in My Life+

It'll be my last day of fourteen. Older by days !

Um , I'll be posting more tmrw. This is just merely simply post to satisfy myself . laugh my ass out ! :)

and , seriously , I love my friends ! You guys are too lovable to me . Thanks ! Compete to wish and bla :)

when there is smoke there is fire , no smoke without fire

you guys agree ? For about one year and one single day , the rumours are going around .

Around and around , rumours dont go around unless there is some truth in them . Maybe..

Labels: depression, faith

posted on Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 10:21 PM

- 72 Take leave of You .. ; maybe ? +

My reaction remained callous , not saying hello or even smile for a lil bit when..

Ah ! First of all , sorry Kent ; for the late birthday wishes. Happy Belated Birthday , God bless you ! :) [ 16/04/09]

On Friday that day , all the form 3s are compulsory to take tetanus except for those who've taken at their own doctor's clinic . Momma & I are immune ? Including Nisha :D. We took it earlier on and escape the injection that day *laugh . The nurse's so concerned , asking that and this.
Later on , I've V.Sam's tuition. Thanks Azell for fetching me & Kent , sorry for being so noisy behind. Kent was talking all the way from the tuition till his house. *sigh !

today happenings .
And I've dreamt . Dreaming , receiving lotsa presents , which my friends even send it to my house ! :O How Awesome , Right ?! *grins. But no , it was just a tiny piece of dream that will never get caught on .

And you came , with the same colour of shirt .. ? drop-dead shocking . Phew !
Hah ! I went for Mrs Hoo tuition at 8 , I supposed. But when Shazy called , I changed from 8 to 5 :) Um , everyones' hands are paining huh ? Rest well , rest well . Sorry Abhi and Shazy , sitting between you guys , hurting your hands much . One on left and one on right. Sigh !

Seriously , I should take leave of you . but , faith †

Mm , 1 more week ... Nerves shaking .. !

What if ,
what if I Love You , and you refused to know ?
Star-crossed love , needless to say .

Labels: birthdays, friends, miscellaneous-random, undeflected smile.

posted on Saturday, April 11, 2009 @ 11:09 PM

- 71 Jesus Revealed +

10 /04/09

Occasionally , today's Good Friday - all the believers of Jesus would have known about this prestige day . I was being so enthusiastic to watch 'Jesus Revealed' when my daddy switched the astro's channel :D . I listened to his orders , learning those past & got tensed up by Him for He's too realistic to me . He's like the air , flowing around us , without the sight of it ; just Him . Trust Him , really really awesome.

yes , worried pawn me before I went to the doctor. I've been cut by rusted gate which I thought of TETANUS. I went here and there , asking whether the form 3's are taking any jab on Tuesday . Some said BCG either tetanus . So , without the fear of care , I went straight to Dr.Soo ; not caring whether to take double injection . Thank God , nothing happen . Still , I took tetanus , though , I'm supposed to take it on the coming Tuesday . Nvm , at least , I've least pain compared to everyone because the nurse in school never spray anything neither doing properly , maybe , right ?!

Oh also , my earliest birthday present from Brother Darren Tan . He gave me a Twilight DVD with bookmark and some discount stuff. woo hooooooo . thanks , cousieee :)

But , it's actually not my b'day present , he said . * He just shopped in JB and saw it . Pay without stingy and brought back to me . thankss :D

09/04/09

Oh , just a lil short post on Thursday . and it's all about love and thanks . Zillion of frisson thanks to my mother's friend for helping me to get the entertainment book. p/s : front cover : Twilight Edward Anthony Masen Cullen & Isabella Marie Swan ! and I love it . Teeee-heee !

And today .

11/04/09

Countdown to go-as-you-please competition ; mighty minds . fourteen days . Heart accelerating , Nerves shaking with tangling sweats . Again , faith †

Thanks Lord , for everything .

Any of your soul breakdown , I love ; Lord made it .

Labels: faith, thanks, twilight

posted on Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 2:03 PM

-70 Things.. Related to Time +

Just.. just try to imagine the illustration that you've been wanting for over the age you're now. Doubt you've everything in your mind yet you can't get it right. So , just dream will do. Everything came naturally from God's will , though.. we need to have faith to wait for the time. Time.. just time.

Like I said , I have always wanted to be good , respect who ever behind me. Precisely , I can't tolerate with those cheaters especially the veracity of themselves will never revealed . Let bygone be bygone. There's so much I wanted to tell but time awaits me . I hate the days flew profusely , some how.. to mention.

Sigh , I bet I've done badly in my Sir Wong's test. and time cures , too. I've insufficient of energy to think and answer well. but , faith is always there , will never stroke by , just like that. and what ! I've got no.4 in class. Overall , maybe 5 or 4 . my , my . Ranking drops by one every test I'd. Is it that's the regulations over it ? maybe. I'll try harder , sinful to lose my best tries.and I shall tell you guys.

thup thup tuppp , top scorer goes to

first , of course , the genius Sanggeetha , followed by Wendy and Sharanya .

thup once more , me :S . dropped.

I've bad results for this period. 6 A's ( 83- KH , 92 - SJ & GEO , 96 - SC , 100 - M3 , 80 - BM ) 1 B's ( 79 - english. ) Sigh. I'd lotsa mistakes in obj paper which I shouldnt. that's the conclusion of changing answer when the clock ticks to LAST minute.

God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But
when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up
under it.
1 Corinthians 10:13

I believe and I love .

Love your enemies.
Matthew 5:44

yes , I do. no hate :D
thanks Lord.

Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his
friends.
John 15:13

Labels: miscellaneous-random, school

posted on Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 10:31 PM

Never miss an opportunity to tell you love them.

-69 Earth Hour+

Is like , you cant see your love one playing havoc with your soul ; you cant even fear the environment which is actually fill with severely sadness ; your soul cant tolerate with your eyes when the light is all black-out. Just for one hour , or even one minute , you could be bliss for awhile. forget everything , live with God. †

that's it , have I mentioned Earth Hour ?

or should I call it a festival ? celebration ?

from 8.30 to 9.30 (28/03/09)

Did you guys have fun ? I probably lead to my normal life cause I'm having tuition at the same time :) It was awesome in the tuition ; Mrs.Hoo off the light for a single minute . Obviously , she wouldnt have done it if the students never ask to. Unfortunately.. she has to. Shazy was gripping my hand while Sim Yin suddenly knocked me. Hilarious ! I almost screamed , but I didnt . GG oyah.. I'll find another chance to bribe Sim Yin to sit beside me for the next tuition , maybe. I'll depend on her for all the entire questions . evil , I knew. She'll have no complains when I & Shazy made so much noise , as usual , I kinda love to sing while doing mathematics. It really helps ! :D and it's nice to sit beside Sim Yin . for once , in science & math tuition :)

thanks for the joy ! shazy , sim yin .

I enjoy the tuition today , also , not so much . I miss the whole lots tuition which contains really much students . Some one , perhaps ? I seriously can say that , I flunk the reproduction test paper.

I hope you guys fight against the global warming - Earth Hour . Wheee ! :)

Labels: festival, friends, happiness

posted on Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 5:46 PM

-68 Unpredictable moments +

That was my first happenings in my life where I thought I'm still loitering around my overwhelming dream. But no , when the examination results await me just an inch from my soul ; I feel a lil bit of fear ; flustered . Just a few days after my exam , I've a few marks. I called it disappointment. I told myself. faith †

Praise the Lord ! I never knew I'm over taking lots of em' (not as much as usual) in ranking. I mean , I have never thought to be that HIGH. ahha. *laugh . um, competitions are around , yet I'm not fully ready to face it. Contestant , contestant and co.. & I'm getting more fed up over mathematics which kill me sadistically. No doubt..

as I love ; Lord.

So come on , another few months , I'll pass this solitary and move on to the next challenge. O gah , I've to sing the national anthem infront of the whole school on the stage. *giggle. why prefects are forced to ? mm , no idea , but to follow orders. I'm embarrassed to say that I'm a failure in all arena as in , FAILURE. but , my faith to Lord will never end.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for,the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1
And this is his commandment,That we should believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, as he gave us commandment.John 3:23

I love the one who adores me :D

and before I forget , or get loss. Happy belated b'day , Kevin !. sorry for the late wishes :) God bless you !

Labels: birthdays, faith, studies

posted on Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 6:22 PM

-67 Tag by Penny+

100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag !

Last beverage → saliva , I supposed.
Last phone call → Shazy .
Last text message → Azell
Last song you listened to → barely remember.
Last time you cried → few days ago. I considered it to wash my eyes.

HAVE YOU EVER :
Been cheated on → cheated ? mostly everything .
Kissed someone & regretted it → no regret to family's .
Lost someone special → †

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
Fallen out of love → †
Laughed until you cried → precisely
Met someone who changed your life → those who inspired me . anyone in TV , high possibilities.
Found out someone was talking about you → maybe.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → uncountable.
Do you have any pets → I'm not sure whether it's my pet or not :D
Do you want to change your name → own name ; no wayy.
What time did you wake up today → 10 plus.
What were you doing at midnight last night → searching twilight stuff and those. chatting , maybe.
The last time you saw your father → is hols. so , sure :)
What's one thing you wish you could change → my life. I'll love to , if I'm with Lord :)
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tom. tom and jerry , no.
What's getting on your nerves right now → frustration
What's your name → Tai Joe Yee

Elementary/Primary School → SK.Puteri
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Puteri
High School → I'm not in yet. lower secondary , perhaps.
Hair color → black with few little white hair. lmao *grins
Long or short → longer than those boyish hairstyle.
Are you a health freak → nah
Righty or lefty → right

FIRSTS :
First surgery → eye surgery. counted ?
First piercing → Yes
First best friend → I dont considered that , everyone's , actually.
First sport you joined → swimming?
First pet → Lucky , silky terior dog.
First vacation → wth. I dont know if I'd go anywhere before I get my mind to.

CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nope
Drinking → saliva
Waiting → everything.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yeah. but..
Want to get married?→ yeah
Careers in mind? → Pharmacist !

HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → oblivious. last thing to do .
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yeah sure.
Lost glasses/contacts → never ever.

Ran away from home → no wayy.

Broken someone's heart → I guess ; deepest apologize.
Been arrested → *shook my head.

Cried when someone died → yeah.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → I'm a failure . GG
Miracles → sure .
Love at first sight → I dont imprint.
Heaven → sure !!:D
kiss on the first date→ no , wait till I get the happenings.
Angels → every .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → maybe
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no , of course :)
Do you believe in God? → always. praise the Lorddd.

Tag 10 people :
Sheau Jye
Jeyna
and 8's anyone :D

Labels: tag

posted on Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 9:53 PM

-66 Is all about love'+

Twilight ! , twilight director's note book hits the bookstore on 17th . Wheeee :D get your ass to MPH to get it . um.. and another couple of days till the DVD released ! awesomeee .

Gah , I miss all the tuitions this week. waste , wasted , wastinggggg . perhaps , I made my friends to miss me . no doubt right ? :) and yeah , now I shall introduce my bro's new name ; vin nap . I've tried my very best to edit his name as in , from vin vin , vin vin-B , na naaa , vin na and finally vin nap . you agree , do you ?

Mm , another breakdown , you ! :-

Every time you cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to God.

Philippians 1:3

Labels: faith, family, twilight

posted on Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 3:25 PM

Happy Belated B'day !, Mei Hwa :D

-65 It's not the way you think is so easy+

I've to admit. My results are unstable. serious ; no joke. It gave me some high marks and low marks , but it'll never go back to last time . But , thanks ema , for advising ; she said " those vital subject we cared , but those mezzo important , we tend to leave awhile " yeah , right.. some how , is just my faith to get mostly 90 and above for the PMR's subject except for 2 language subject ; english and BM . Yeah , we use numbers to communicate , that's why I got lower for that subj. I'm a failure.

Indulgence doesnt pawn me. It left me behind to suffer the solitary . *sigh . I've piano examinations tmrw. and those italian , german & french terms kill me as I'm dead now. I hope , really , really hope not to forget the terms I learn when they questionate me tmrw. *giggle.

Sorry , Mei Hwa that I cant stay long in your party cause I've to rush for my piano lesson. I wish.. , I wish you've got a awesome and mad party as you're hyper xD . My schedule ; piano test , english test , robotic practise & the mighty minds session for learning are all well-prepared for me to attend the competition. *died. I'll do whateva it takes to make you save again ! :)

Wheeeeeeee. You're graceful as in you're helpfullllllll . Thanks for looking and helping. I met your gaze while I turned behind. awesomeee . and awful *struggle . Praise the Lord for the happenings ! :) and for everything ! ; with those twilight , my life with You , my beyond compared brother in nonsense world .thanks !

Labels: birthdays, failure, studies