posted on Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
-89 A Day to Walk On+


25/06/09

The news suppliers were all bursting with the king of Pop , M.J. His death brings lots of depression or even an eye opener. :O
Rest In Peace-50

Farrah Fawcett , the pulchritudinous woman :)
Rest In Peace-62

27/06/09

Saturday ; so called 'Koperasi Day'.I reached school at about 6.50 and talked about tennis with Sanggeethaaaaaaaaaaaa . She's so enthusiastic about her R.Federer , but not me while I kept saying he'll be defeated by R.Soderling :)

I helped out at the stall of my class , decorating the stall under the hot steaming Sun and tying each two balloons into one set . Oh before that , together with Shazy , we went up and down , forth and back to send the corn to the teachers who have ordered earlier on . Then , I went into the 39 stall to help out again , putting in the spoons with Shazy help packing it one by one .

Few ten minutes later , we went to look for food , asking here and there if there's any nice food. So , Shazy bought her sandwich and I bought cup cakes from Jing Han's stall :D . Later then , Shazy , Azell , Sasha , Ain , Mia , Hui Min , Sim Yin , Joanne , Jing Han and me gathered and planned to go to some 'ghost house'.11.30 sharpppppp , we went in. The bravest , Sasha volunteered to go in first , followed by Shazy , Azell , Mia , me , Jing Han , Joanne , Sim Yin , Hui Min and Ain. We were told to hold each other shoulders , not to break when walking through the path. And the worst , we've to find our way out all by our own . Zzz.

The so called imitative human-ghost shouted , we shouted. Pulling the collar of our shirt is way out of ludicrous ! It's kinda painful :D We stopped half way with Sasha went off too fast that Shazy and the behind peeps were left out. Sasha arrived at the exit door and the ghost asked her to go out , quick ! . She said , NO. She said " NO , I'VE TO SAVE MY FRIEND. THEY'RE DYING" while all of us stopped , so dark that we cant walked .Jing Han's hand was molested while we're not moving there. Finally , they shouted , go go , walk walk , fasterrrrrrrrrr. All of us run with frustration , a lil bit of panicking stuff to the exit door. Derisive and bla , arent it ? Fyi , this is the first ever time I went in to this type of thingy in my school :D

So yeah , we separated after all. I followed Jing Han to her stall . She was begging everyone to buy her ice-blended stuff. Pity Sanggeetha have to buy the mango liquids due to no one bought it. Again , Federer will lose :P

Mmm , I helped to sell the food which my class have not finish selling. begging stuff we did -.- I got to sell part of it ! *applause ! :D

I went out of the school with Shazy , Azell and Sasha :)

Labels: depression, school


posted on Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 5:38 PM
Comment Se Fait-il Que...?
Why should things appear like hell ?


Today is a tremor of fear which Mr.Madhavan , the great Mathematics teacher has to leave. We're certainly not sure about it , but he acted like he'll be going away from Puteri. No matter who is replacing you for our subject , we'll still be grateful of you whom have taught us for almost three years. It's also a cry expressive of pain today , we called. We ( Azell , Shazy , Sasha and me ) loved the present you gave us. Thanks so much ! You'll be remembered , we promised :)



What a joy and what a pitiful with some one lost in our hands . Joy is beyond measure when the examination finished ! It was also a more difficult paper for the last paper which is our imitation beloved history paper. Out of syllabus and everything we can find . I was begging Lord to cloud my head with answers . I bet He had .
and , I just choose any answers which is logical and perfect for me :D Wow ! Thanks Shazy for letting me to know the Mathematics paper result . Praise the Lord for I have full in my hand . Let's look forward to paper 2 :D


Sigh . I considered that I did quite badly in this term . I'm lack of enthusiasm in exams and very , very enthusiastic in some TV show . Like :
Australia next top model ! ( though I knew is weird to watch )
Parental Control
just finished American Idol .
Tennis in French ! wheeeee ! ( Maria Sharapova came back from injuries ! )
Nadal rock it :D
any Mum's drama series *lmao.
and the mighty minds show out in screen soon ! ( 28/06 )
with my wanting New Moon .. is still long , I knew...


Just loitering around when I'm studying during the examination period , as usual . I'll be missing all the tuitions for the following week and suffer with my "Q1000" . It's doubly more than thousand for seven subjects ! in JB. Oh oh , I'll be seeing my Darren cousie bro , soon ! but not Jeynaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. P/s: Jeyna , enjoy your australia shopping. :) Alot more to go..

Happy Hols ! everyone !



I love this- no boundaries by Kris Allen :D


Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries
I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothings gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every lineI’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why
So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between youand your dreams
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the painWeather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries.


Ça va être chaud ; to love..

Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random, school


posted on Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 8:27 PM
I called it ; wait.

-73 Fourteen in My Life+
It'll be my last day of fourteen. Older by days !
Um , I'll be posting more tmrw. This is just merely simply post to satisfy myself . laugh my ass out ! :)


and , seriously , I love my friends ! You guys are too lovable to me . Thanks ! Compete to wish and bla :)
when there is smoke there is fire , no smoke without fire
you guys agree ? For about one year and one single day , the rumours are going around .
Around and around , rumours dont go around unless there is some truth in them . Maybe..

Labels: depression, faith


posted on Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 6:50 PM
-65 The Worst Result+


Just..People are so terrifying now . I guess they're becoming more selfish and more. and that bothers me. totally , crush me off to disappointment. devastated , pain in the heart .

Exams are over for over a week. I've no idea why my results are bad ; but is worst ! you'll drop your mouth off when you see it. lmao. Some I flunk , which pulls me down & I'm too lazy to argue with teacher in order to get another few marks , even the answers are clearly written in some note. *sigh

Look , there's even B in my result. sucking pathetic marks *sighhh. and I do disdain myself . Believe that. and this examination kills me. usually , first term I'll be dead in ranking. lmao ! but nvm , faith then ..† and Segak is worst for me. my heart beat 109 , cant believe right ? we'll see... @@ - I'm a failure

I'll be skipping all the tuition next week . *dang dang danggg it . mm , thanks for the one who helps out in history and geography folio :D .

Labels: depression, failure, school, studies


posted on Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 5:31 PM
A day to remember. I remember how bliss am I when I got the news that I'm one of their team. I rather work hard for it than sit down to study though you , my friends always ask me to relax , not to study. especially when exams are around the corner.

Some how , I attend the meeting and have fun . live to sing ! and get the joy in our hands . I stayed back mostly everyday when they asked but wentback early for some vital reasons , maybe . I can see the future , starting with the word "fun" . but , as time went on ... The second day of practise , I decided to quit the team cause I could not meet their requests. So , that bothered me alots. conflict and so . my exams are around , I thought for awhile. yeah , I quit cause I'll be absent in Seremban for weeks,maybe and .. with devastated look that people cant realised. nevermind , I told myself :) I'll get another chance to enjoy another thing , maybe . I miss it. - choir.

Precisely , activities in school are getting me fatigue . Wednesday , I look to the opposite of the block , where I'm attending my Leo's meeting , it's choir. *sigh. Momma was talking non-sensely to me where I'm singing along while rushing back home. Pity you .

So yeah , friends are getting further from my sight . Especially those who're totally oblivious of what they're treating me *wink. Never mind , I thought again .. Lord , my standing friends :) - faith as always , trust as my life . - you know who you belongs to.

Look , I have always enjoy the fun that your friends tease you . I keep my emotion as normal as possible so I'll be pretending not to know *lmao. - I adore you . and I've my hope *grins.
If the two soul belongs together , doubt we'll be together no matter what. time proves !

and tmrw's my starting test for the first day . *struggle. *praise the Lord for everything. Pleaseeee bless me for my on coming March test .. All rise ! :) and guess what ? Wooo hooo ! I got some twilight stuff from U.S ! Thankssssssssss daddy and mummy for supporting meeee. I'm @#$%^&*() happy ! be secure , be secure. yeesss yesssss ! happy for me , do youuuu ?
but it just costs me a lil expensive to have it *sigh - but is affordableeeeee (only for me) ! *wheeeeee ! anyone wants to sponsor ? lmao ! -180 plus in M'sia

Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight, undeflected smile.


posted on Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 5:12 PM














20/02/09

Today was called , the day of awesome ! but devastated in another way . Anu ! I'll miss you . I hope you like the watch :) and it suits you , uhhh . My friends , all my classmates , except a few of em' were busy , went to a&w to celebrate Anu's farewell party. we'll miss her righttt ! We gave her a surprise where we hid in the toilet first. Haha ! we got complaint by the customers for being so noisy. *embarrassed people ! I really , really hope she'll stay with us till secondary five , but you've to go UK. we understand *sigh. Right.. thanks for those camwhoring , Shazy and Steph. I love your camera ! vasttt ! Oh yeah , Momma , we'll get to be vampire one day GG .

I ordered food and sit with Hui Min & Sim Yin. Gah , Momma , your hair was awesome , bloody reddish :P be ware , I'll get you in school. LMAO. Mmm , I hugged Anu before going back with Azell. Ahha , I knew I've to spent lotsa money going out with Azell. rich ass right ? *grins . Thanks Sasha's mum for guiding us to a&w . Momma ! remember me when you're a fampire ! D:

Oh , thanks Hui Min ! you guide me through the choir songs even when studies are on. and fransisca , alto master , thanks ! I love you guys ! zillion of thanks :) without your teaching , I will never qualify to competition choir team. thanks ! and the choir seniors , thanks .

and I-am-a-last-min-homework. I'd my v.sam's essay before sleeping. Jas , shock , uh ? :D

21/02/09

I'd rather die than stay away from you . really .

today , I went to v.sam together with Azell. ahha , her daddy was really cool today. no doubt he'll wait for us to go up before driving off. ( cause the pre-mad-man is there ) *faint. Oppsss. A lil ppl , not much ppl came today . Kent, I promise I'll land my hand on your face if you keep teasing me. bewareeeeeeeee ! grrR. *roarr

Ahh , v.sam asked us to sit the other table so that we could face her. so yeah , we're not facing only the board but (dot) awkward . I rush down when the tuition ends :D

You're so tender that I've to be very still . facing you , dazzle me alots. My life is so bright compared to last time , that you've existed for me ! :D Right...







whee :D - 19/02/09



Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random


posted on Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 8:25 PM
My brain is poorly damaged. With those new chapters , home works , school activities , rushing hours and bla are getting me to the gate of death. Mostly , I crap everything at everywhere . My worst Friday , I guess , those happenings are terrible , mannn . firstly , I realised I'd forgotten to pass up my Seni sketch book which the teachers required us to pass up today. then , the phone. thanks Sasha , and sir . :)
worst luck right ? I guess is the fameless shit . maybe..

V.sam's timing , terrible. pull your ear and pull your body down. where the hell they got their brain to do without 2 mistakes in that paper? Even , Kent and the smart ass have to be punished. Sigh ! Cheating ? Whatevaaa lah . Wheee , you walk behind me today :D Poor poor thing , twilight notebook based on Stephenie meyer novel is coming out on the 17 Marchhhhhhh . *giggle. imma not sure whether I could get it anot. I'll . with my try , with my best. I'll .
I almost laugh. *grinsss

Dang itt ! Green house in SMKP got the second prize !. All rise ! lmao.. The evidence for my damaged brain :
I've tried my very , most very best to decipher you. Theory. I always want a theoryyy. *struggle.

My gosh . Bang my head against the wall . Shazy was awesomely funnaaayy. Botak , guys ! :)

Incomplete partial of star-crossed loved . me ? you ? Nerve damagedddddd.

Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight


IMS
posted on Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 8:11 PM
Haha ! school started today yet I'm not fully ready . Joanne comment-ed I walked to fast at the pathway to my class line. She was calling me for most of my classmates were in canteen . Ahha thanks :) . Oh btw , we got the class beside the bookshop and nearest to the locker. lucky we , right ? *grinss. Mmm , new teachers but mates remain the same (no streaming class eh .. ?) Mm-Hmm. I sat with Mama again which we talk mostly about twilight. those freaky madish people like us ; talk the whole day about twilight saga. Mrs.Hoo's tuition started today where I went late because Shazy said she'll be having medical check up and she asked us to come only near to five . I'm astonished by so many people came before me . *lmao . nvm , save some time , uh ? and I realised there's some new intake , i-Puteri . I'm up to telephone booth for my job ! :) Considering people is that hard , right ? You'll never know how much you leave your memories behind , causing people to suffer ? Why not a clean break ? Cant you ?

Cut it off , pay attention on studies . May you ?

Oh oh , thanks Sim Yin for taking care of my twilight companion book . and Hui Min , please don't bend it ! thanks :)

Labels: depression, stay ahead, studies, twilight


DCC
posted on Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 2:43 PM
It's twenty one of December today and it's four days behind the Christmas . *wheee x) .. Mm , sharply nine twenty six , I woke up with my alarm rang "tit tit tit tit" . Right after I've finished off my piano's homework which the teacher will check later in the afternoon , I heard my cousins talking , babbling and the little one screaming down to the living room. *sigh ! . I was distracted again by em' , telling myself to work faster as though I'm scribbling . Mummy check up again to see whether I'm awake by then anot by phoning the house phone. It rang , buzz. I changed quickly to my t-shirt and normal shorts & sprinted down to greet my grandma and stuff . Oh , my little cousin , Chien , is so dam severely cute but , she's a lil bit of frosty -- we known her as cry-baby or some kind of little vampire who's dam irking sometimes. *lmao

She cried just before my grandma was going off to buy her food b'cuz her sista wanna stay in my house for swimming later . She doesnt allowed her instead , and cry cry cry. finally , they decided to go back together with my grandpa waiting in the car . BUT , she isnt gonna stop crying if she never got two packs of junk food , her sista ordered me to take for her *I scowl . Grrrr . My bro awake by then , and the whole family of us , went for our breakfast . Daddy was wondering who could ever follow him to entertain Uncle Edward from Sg. No one . everyone was busy -- my mummy busy with her cake & my bro and I having some musical class. piano and guitar recently . So, he just waited for Uncle Edward to reach Seremban at bout one in the afternoon . Haha ! my mummy finally said she'll follow him to the lunch again.

When my piano lesson end , I found that my parents were just back from the lunch , talking bout the scholarship . They said I've probably regretted and my bro too , for not going to the lunch with em' . maybe .. cuz the pretty girl is there for my bro while my wanting scholarship they were talking. nvm , I'll have a chance to talk in the first of the January year 2009 at their house in sg :) and yeah , Datuk Lee Chong Wei won for the match at Sabah , defeated some Denmark guy . Peter I guess .. the score was excellent , but his language *tee-heee . I'm waiting for my bro , Sean Tan & Wei Lip to finish their band practise to bath and ready to go for my dinner at PD . Woah , Sean Tan bleed . I mean his nose bleed--- probably when he talk bout the Hong Kong girl was in his camp and the little fatty cute guy . *choke *choke . ---joke *winks.

We reached PD at bout six o'clock where my bro borrowed some bicycle to cycle around the area. He apparently saw lotsa new bungalows which we actually decided to see it before dinner , but we didnt . I'm busy with my story book , struggling to read a.s.a.p cuz there's no way for me to read it when school reopen. is a fear
next year . *giggle . There were lotsa cuisines anticipated by my grandma earlier on before we reached. Haha ! Chien cried again when Amy tried to change the Astro channel to another. Another scolding from my grandpa . *faint.. Mmm,the dishes were well-prepared . just awesome . Some how , we rested awhile after dinner and went back to S'ban at bout eight , leaving to say goodbye .

I was mind-thinking those things to do in the twenty fifth . sort of time-travelled to back when I'm still kiddo type. love , happiness , subterfuge action , depressed , truth ; all I've been before . and yet , time is never given out to anyone .. funny though , but , I'm always being distracted by Amy . she's so dam talkative & irk me as always through chummy sometimes . precisely , I disdain some of the action she did ; I grimace quickly to cue her while she's talking . -- so that she knew it by herself . GG . Then , our destination arrived back to my house while my maid anticipated those fruits --oranges , pears and stuff *grinsss . Amy is endlessly asking me to fix her computer *sigh !

Night , my dream will freak me away ; talking without sense . =OO I've dreamless night bout it for a few days .

Labels: depression, dream, family, happiness


IMS
posted on Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 8:59 PM
kevin , I guess I do not need your report anymore. close the project right after the last , as you owed me. I've no right to take it (: thanks for everything ! Mmmm. Joannnnnneeeeeeeee. who's gonna make perpendicular and those stuff with me ?! we all neeeeeeeeeed YOU !. you may stay in my house , Azell's , Mia's or who ever laaaaaaa. or even on the road sideeeeee. MUST stay. I dont care. /gg . *faint. omigawddd. I'm stuck at rubik's . But , at least I've little improvement. Jeyna & grandpa ! . I dont need a year to complete that. just by 1 week , I'm alright (: bwahahhahaaaa. p/s :- dont look down /gg . Mmm.. a waste of time going school today.. 7 hours , my ass left there ): opss. but , still encik abd rahim gave me another 5 marks for moral . thanksss ! & my ICAS's exam sucks . lmaooo . Chantri is leavin soon !. I miss youuuuuuuuu. everyone's leavin . o.O

Labels: depression, failure


JW-H
posted on Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 8:02 PM


















photograph by Ain


Edited by Ain


Mmm. happy happy halloween ! gah . today I've class party with KFC & Azell's tiramisu cake served. thanks for the cake (: & HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO AZELL ! hope u like the necklace and also earings. woah.. my kerja kayu sucks to the end . have to be corrected by sticking stickers . *faint.. Abruptly , wendy came and told me I've got 24 over 40 for my math 1. I was like wthhhh , who said it ?! I went to see sir. and luckily he said the answers are wrongly marked. phewww. stress released =) . Ummm. last day of sir wong's class today. and yest. mrs.hoo's class for 08. v.sam till NOV. =O . sir wong's organized some games which named "clap clap clap" . I was the first to play it and I called Justin as the 2nd fella . *faint. everyone was so blur. lalalalaaaaaaa. omigawddd. low wei wen got 28/30 for the composition. wthhh. she's sucha pro. opsss. Jing Han. you're soooooo .*dot *dot *dot. keep asking Ee Kean's mark plus , mark his paper. I envy his mark laarh.. teeeee-heeeeeeee. he'll over take the class next year. =OOO. joke saja (: Mmm. any ideas bout streaming class for next year? what I heard was.. taking mid year term to stream . er ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZELL !

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Labels: birthdays, depression, failure, vague


JW-H
posted on Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
drinks to attract malays =P
ppl in JB (these not lala nuf..)

Her friend ; maybe Jasmine Wong & Sim Yin

Joanne Hoh Yen yen (:



wooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooo ! I went to jusco (JB) today with crowdy ppl. not much ppl for malays puasa-ing ; lotsa LALA mui , lala zai . we do not need to count how many's there. but to say hundred or millions of them. (usually from chinese school?) maybe.. Mmm.. but some one said is modern , I felt no so . Eeeuuuuuuuuuuu . finally I was back to s'ban after sitting the 3 hours car with my ass flat ): . Hmm. ponteng tuition . today and tmrw . bwahahahaha thankss Sim Yin for taking my papers (: btw , I saw Joanne today . with her 2 friends (doremon cake with some dog and cat as her friends) view picture 3 /4 (: she might have kill me if she see these . opssss ! arh . I bought "pride" by robin wasserman today ! (: the Harris bookshop's big . HUGE ! saya banyakkkkkkk love it <3>oyeah.. mia ; sorray for not replying ur msg yest. busy playing games . MMmmmm hawty hands by means as the japanese turns their pens with hawtnessssss ! =P aikz .. lai o lai why dont u tell me the truth of the rumours ?! I'm so eager till $$ flies ! sigh. what do he meant by .. "he'll be belasah by ee kean ?" o.O nvm . patient's there . I just have to wait †
p/s- apparently I hate unjustice . dont ask me why but she ..

Labels: depression, messages


posted on Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 7:19 PM
-89 A Day to Walk On+


25/06/09

The news suppliers were all bursting with the king of Pop , M.J. His death brings lots of depression or even an eye opener. :O
Rest In Peace-50

Farrah Fawcett , the pulchritudinous woman :)
Rest In Peace-62

27/06/09

Saturday ; so called 'Koperasi Day'.I reached school at about 6.50 and talked about tennis with Sanggeethaaaaaaaaaaaa . She's so enthusiastic about her R.Federer , but not me while I kept saying he'll be defeated by R.Soderling :)

I helped out at the stall of my class , decorating the stall under the hot steaming Sun and tying each two balloons into one set . Oh before that , together with Shazy , we went up and down , forth and back to send the corn to the teachers who have ordered earlier on . Then , I went into the 39 stall to help out again , putting in the spoons with Shazy help packing it one by one .

Few ten minutes later , we went to look for food , asking here and there if there's any nice food. So , Shazy bought her sandwich and I bought cup cakes from Jing Han's stall :D . Later then , Shazy , Azell , Sasha , Ain , Mia , Hui Min , Sim Yin , Joanne , Jing Han and me gathered and planned to go to some 'ghost house'.11.30 sharpppppp , we went in. The bravest , Sasha volunteered to go in first , followed by Shazy , Azell , Mia , me , Jing Han , Joanne , Sim Yin , Hui Min and Ain. We were told to hold each other shoulders , not to break when walking through the path. And the worst , we've to find our way out all by our own . Zzz.

The so called imitative human-ghost shouted , we shouted. Pulling the collar of our shirt is way out of ludicrous ! It's kinda painful :D We stopped half way with Sasha went off too fast that Shazy and the behind peeps were left out. Sasha arrived at the exit door and the ghost asked her to go out , quick ! . She said , NO. She said " NO , I'VE TO SAVE MY FRIEND. THEY'RE DYING" while all of us stopped , so dark that we cant walked .Jing Han's hand was molested while we're not moving there. Finally , they shouted , go go , walk walk , fasterrrrrrrrrr. All of us run with frustration , a lil bit of panicking stuff to the exit door. Derisive and bla , arent it ? Fyi , this is the first ever time I went in to this type of thingy in my school :D

So yeah , we separated after all. I followed Jing Han to her stall . She was begging everyone to buy her ice-blended stuff. Pity Sanggeetha have to buy the mango liquids due to no one bought it. Again , Federer will lose :P

Mmm , I helped to sell the food which my class have not finish selling. begging stuff we did -.- I got to sell part of it ! *applause ! :D

I went out of the school with Shazy , Azell and Sasha :)

Labels: depression, school


posted on Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 5:38 PM
Comment Se Fait-il Que...?
Why should things appear like hell ?


Today is a tremor of fear which Mr.Madhavan , the great Mathematics teacher has to leave. We're certainly not sure about it , but he acted like he'll be going away from Puteri. No matter who is replacing you for our subject , we'll still be grateful of you whom have taught us for almost three years. It's also a cry expressive of pain today , we called. We ( Azell , Shazy , Sasha and me ) loved the present you gave us. Thanks so much ! You'll be remembered , we promised :)



What a joy and what a pitiful with some one lost in our hands . Joy is beyond measure when the examination finished ! It was also a more difficult paper for the last paper which is our imitation beloved history paper. Out of syllabus and everything we can find . I was begging Lord to cloud my head with answers . I bet He had .
and , I just choose any answers which is logical and perfect for me :D Wow ! Thanks Shazy for letting me to know the Mathematics paper result . Praise the Lord for I have full in my hand . Let's look forward to paper 2 :D


Sigh . I considered that I did quite badly in this term . I'm lack of enthusiasm in exams and very , very enthusiastic in some TV show . Like :
Australia next top model ! ( though I knew is weird to watch )
Parental Control
just finished American Idol .
Tennis in French ! wheeeee ! ( Maria Sharapova came back from injuries ! )
Nadal rock it :D
any Mum's drama series *lmao.
and the mighty minds show out in screen soon ! ( 28/06 )
with my wanting New Moon .. is still long , I knew...


Just loitering around when I'm studying during the examination period , as usual . I'll be missing all the tuitions for the following week and suffer with my "Q1000" . It's doubly more than thousand for seven subjects ! in JB. Oh oh , I'll be seeing my Darren cousie bro , soon ! but not Jeynaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. P/s: Jeyna , enjoy your australia shopping. :) Alot more to go..

Happy Hols ! everyone !



I love this- no boundaries by Kris Allen :D


Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries
I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothings gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every lineI’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why
So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there's nothing between youand your dreams
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You'll make it through the painWeather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries.


Ça va être chaud ; to love..

Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random, school


posted on Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 8:27 PM
I called it ; wait.

-73 Fourteen in My Life+
It'll be my last day of fourteen. Older by days !
Um , I'll be posting more tmrw. This is just merely simply post to satisfy myself . laugh my ass out ! :)


and , seriously , I love my friends ! You guys are too lovable to me . Thanks ! Compete to wish and bla :)
when there is smoke there is fire , no smoke without fire
you guys agree ? For about one year and one single day , the rumours are going around .
Around and around , rumours dont go around unless there is some truth in them . Maybe..

Labels: depression, faith


posted on Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 6:50 PM
-65 The Worst Result+


Just..People are so terrifying now . I guess they're becoming more selfish and more. and that bothers me. totally , crush me off to disappointment. devastated , pain in the heart .

Exams are over for over a week. I've no idea why my results are bad ; but is worst ! you'll drop your mouth off when you see it. lmao. Some I flunk , which pulls me down & I'm too lazy to argue with teacher in order to get another few marks , even the answers are clearly written in some note. *sigh

Look , there's even B in my result. sucking pathetic marks *sighhh. and I do disdain myself . Believe that. and this examination kills me. usually , first term I'll be dead in ranking. lmao ! but nvm , faith then ..† and Segak is worst for me. my heart beat 109 , cant believe right ? we'll see... @@ - I'm a failure

I'll be skipping all the tuition next week . *dang dang danggg it . mm , thanks for the one who helps out in history and geography folio :D .

Labels: depression, failure, school, studies


posted on Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 5:31 PM
A day to remember. I remember how bliss am I when I got the news that I'm one of their team. I rather work hard for it than sit down to study though you , my friends always ask me to relax , not to study. especially when exams are around the corner.

Some how , I attend the meeting and have fun . live to sing ! and get the joy in our hands . I stayed back mostly everyday when they asked but wentback early for some vital reasons , maybe . I can see the future , starting with the word "fun" . but , as time went on ... The second day of practise , I decided to quit the team cause I could not meet their requests. So , that bothered me alots. conflict and so . my exams are around , I thought for awhile. yeah , I quit cause I'll be absent in Seremban for weeks,maybe and .. with devastated look that people cant realised. nevermind , I told myself :) I'll get another chance to enjoy another thing , maybe . I miss it. - choir.

Precisely , activities in school are getting me fatigue . Wednesday , I look to the opposite of the block , where I'm attending my Leo's meeting , it's choir. *sigh. Momma was talking non-sensely to me where I'm singing along while rushing back home. Pity you .

So yeah , friends are getting further from my sight . Especially those who're totally oblivious of what they're treating me *wink. Never mind , I thought again .. Lord , my standing friends :) - faith as always , trust as my life . - you know who you belongs to.

Look , I have always enjoy the fun that your friends tease you . I keep my emotion as normal as possible so I'll be pretending not to know *lmao. - I adore you . and I've my hope *grins.
If the two soul belongs together , doubt we'll be together no matter what. time proves !

and tmrw's my starting test for the first day . *struggle. *praise the Lord for everything. Pleaseeee bless me for my on coming March test .. All rise ! :) and guess what ? Wooo hooo ! I got some twilight stuff from U.S ! Thankssssssssss daddy and mummy for supporting meeee. I'm @#$%^&*() happy ! be secure , be secure. yeesss yesssss ! happy for me , do youuuu ?
but it just costs me a lil expensive to have it *sigh - but is affordableeeeee (only for me) ! *wheeeeee ! anyone wants to sponsor ? lmao ! -180 plus in M'sia

Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight, undeflected smile.


posted on Saturday, February 21, 2009 @ 5:12 PM














20/02/09

Today was called , the day of awesome ! but devastated in another way . Anu ! I'll miss you . I hope you like the watch :) and it suits you , uhhh . My friends , all my classmates , except a few of em' were busy , went to a&w to celebrate Anu's farewell party. we'll miss her righttt ! We gave her a surprise where we hid in the toilet first. Haha ! we got complaint by the customers for being so noisy. *embarrassed people ! I really , really hope she'll stay with us till secondary five , but you've to go UK. we understand *sigh. Right.. thanks for those camwhoring , Shazy and Steph. I love your camera ! vasttt ! Oh yeah , Momma , we'll get to be vampire one day GG .

I ordered food and sit with Hui Min & Sim Yin. Gah , Momma , your hair was awesome , bloody reddish :P be ware , I'll get you in school. LMAO. Mmm , I hugged Anu before going back with Azell. Ahha , I knew I've to spent lotsa money going out with Azell. rich ass right ? *grins . Thanks Sasha's mum for guiding us to a&w . Momma ! remember me when you're a fampire ! D:

Oh , thanks Hui Min ! you guide me through the choir songs even when studies are on. and fransisca , alto master , thanks ! I love you guys ! zillion of thanks :) without your teaching , I will never qualify to competition choir team. thanks ! and the choir seniors , thanks .

and I-am-a-last-min-homework. I'd my v.sam's essay before sleeping. Jas , shock , uh ? :D

21/02/09

I'd rather die than stay away from you . really .

today , I went to v.sam together with Azell. ahha , her daddy was really cool today. no doubt he'll wait for us to go up before driving off. ( cause the pre-mad-man is there ) *faint. Oppsss. A lil ppl , not much ppl came today . Kent, I promise I'll land my hand on your face if you keep teasing me. bewareeeeeeeee ! grrR. *roarr

Ahh , v.sam asked us to sit the other table so that we could face her. so yeah , we're not facing only the board but (dot) awkward . I rush down when the tuition ends :D

You're so tender that I've to be very still . facing you , dazzle me alots. My life is so bright compared to last time , that you've existed for me ! :D Right...







whee :D - 19/02/09



Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random


posted on Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 8:25 PM
My brain is poorly damaged. With those new chapters , home works , school activities , rushing hours and bla are getting me to the gate of death. Mostly , I crap everything at everywhere . My worst Friday , I guess , those happenings are terrible , mannn . firstly , I realised I'd forgotten to pass up my Seni sketch book which the teachers required us to pass up today. then , the phone. thanks Sasha , and sir . :)
worst luck right ? I guess is the fameless shit . maybe..

V.sam's timing , terrible. pull your ear and pull your body down. where the hell they got their brain to do without 2 mistakes in that paper? Even , Kent and the smart ass have to be punished. Sigh ! Cheating ? Whatevaaa lah . Wheee , you walk behind me today :D Poor poor thing , twilight notebook based on Stephenie meyer novel is coming out on the 17 Marchhhhhhh . *giggle. imma not sure whether I could get it anot. I'll . with my try , with my best. I'll .
I almost laugh. *grinsss

Dang itt ! Green house in SMKP got the second prize !. All rise ! lmao.. The evidence for my damaged brain :
I've tried my very , most very best to decipher you. Theory. I always want a theoryyy. *struggle.

My gosh . Bang my head against the wall . Shazy was awesomely funnaaayy. Botak , guys ! :)

Incomplete partial of star-crossed loved . me ? you ? Nerve damagedddddd.

Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight


IMS
posted on Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 8:11 PM
Haha ! school started today yet I'm not fully ready . Joanne comment-ed I walked to fast at the pathway to my class line. She was calling me for most of my classmates were in canteen . Ahha thanks :) . Oh btw , we got the class beside the bookshop and nearest to the locker. lucky we , right ? *grinss. Mmm , new teachers but mates remain the same (no streaming class eh .. ?) Mm-Hmm. I sat with Mama again which we talk mostly about twilight. those freaky madish people like us ; talk the whole day about twilight saga. Mrs.Hoo's tuition started today where I went late because Shazy said she'll be having medical check up and she asked us to come only near to five . I'm astonished by so many people came before me . *lmao . nvm , save some time , uh ? and I realised there's some new intake , i-Puteri . I'm up to telephone booth for my job ! :) Considering people is that hard , right ? You'll never know how much you leave your memories behind , causing people to suffer ? Why not a clean break ? Cant you ?

Cut it off , pay attention on studies . May you ?

Oh oh , thanks Sim Yin for taking care of my twilight companion book . and Hui Min , please don't bend it ! thanks :)

Labels: depression, stay ahead, studies, twilight


DCC
posted on Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 2:43 PM
It's twenty one of December today and it's four days behind the Christmas . *wheee x) .. Mm , sharply nine twenty six , I woke up with my alarm rang "tit tit tit tit" . Right after I've finished off my piano's homework which the teacher will check later in the afternoon , I heard my cousins talking , babbling and the little one screaming down to the living room. *sigh ! . I was distracted again by em' , telling myself to work faster as though I'm scribbling . Mummy check up again to see whether I'm awake by then anot by phoning the house phone. It rang , buzz. I changed quickly to my t-shirt and normal shorts & sprinted down to greet my grandma and stuff . Oh , my little cousin , Chien , is so dam severely cute but , she's a lil bit of frosty -- we known her as cry-baby or some kind of little vampire who's dam irking sometimes. *lmao

She cried just before my grandma was going off to buy her food b'cuz her sista wanna stay in my house for swimming later . She doesnt allowed her instead , and cry cry cry. finally , they decided to go back together with my grandpa waiting in the car . BUT , she isnt gonna stop crying if she never got two packs of junk food , her sista ordered me to take for her *I scowl . Grrrr . My bro awake by then , and the whole family of us , went for our breakfast . Daddy was wondering who could ever follow him to entertain Uncle Edward from Sg. No one . everyone was busy -- my mummy busy with her cake & my bro and I having some musical class. piano and guitar recently . So, he just waited for Uncle Edward to reach Seremban at bout one in the afternoon . Haha ! my mummy finally said she'll follow him to the lunch again.

When my piano lesson end , I found that my parents were just back from the lunch , talking bout the scholarship . They said I've probably regretted and my bro too , for not going to the lunch with em' . maybe .. cuz the pretty girl is there for my bro while my wanting scholarship they were talking. nvm , I'll have a chance to talk in the first of the January year 2009 at their house in sg :) and yeah , Datuk Lee Chong Wei won for the match at Sabah , defeated some Denmark guy . Peter I guess .. the score was excellent , but his language *tee-heee . I'm waiting for my bro , Sean Tan & Wei Lip to finish their band practise to bath and ready to go for my dinner at PD . Woah , Sean Tan bleed . I mean his nose bleed--- probably when he talk bout the Hong Kong girl was in his camp and the little fatty cute guy . *choke *choke . ---joke *winks.

We reached PD at bout six o'clock where my bro borrowed some bicycle to cycle around the area. He apparently saw lotsa new bungalows which we actually decided to see it before dinner , but we didnt . I'm busy with my story book , struggling to read a.s.a.p cuz there's no way for me to read it when school reopen. is a fear
next year . *giggle . There were lotsa cuisines anticipated by my grandma earlier on before we reached. Haha ! Chien cried again when Amy tried to change the Astro channel to another. Another scolding from my grandpa . *faint.. Mmm,the dishes were well-prepared . just awesome . Some how , we rested awhile after dinner and went back to S'ban at bout eight , leaving to say goodbye .

I was mind-thinking those things to do in the twenty fifth . sort of time-travelled to back when I'm still kiddo type. love , happiness , subterfuge action , depressed , truth ; all I've been before . and yet , time is never given out to anyone .. funny though , but , I'm always being distracted by Amy . she's so dam talkative & irk me as always through chummy sometimes . precisely , I disdain some of the action she did ; I grimace quickly to cue her while she's talking . -- so that she knew it by herself . GG . Then , our destination arrived back to my house while my maid anticipated those fruits --oranges , pears and stuff *grinsss . Amy is endlessly asking me to fix her computer *sigh !

Night , my dream will freak me away ; talking without sense . =OO I've dreamless night bout it for a few days .

Labels: depression, dream, family, happiness


IMS
posted on Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @ 8:59 PM
kevin , I guess I do not need your report anymore. close the project right after the last , as you owed me. I've no right to take it (: thanks for everything ! Mmmm. Joannnnnneeeeeeeee. who's gonna make perpendicular and those stuff with me ?! we all neeeeeeeeeed YOU !. you may stay in my house , Azell's , Mia's or who ever laaaaaaa. or even on the road sideeeeee. MUST stay. I dont care. /gg . *faint. omigawddd. I'm stuck at rubik's . But , at least I've little improvement. Jeyna & grandpa ! . I dont need a year to complete that. just by 1 week , I'm alright (: bwahahhahaaaa. p/s :- dont look down /gg . Mmm.. a waste of time going school today.. 7 hours , my ass left there ): opss. but , still encik abd rahim gave me another 5 marks for moral . thanksss ! & my ICAS's exam sucks . lmaooo . Chantri is leavin soon !. I miss youuuuuuuuu. everyone's leavin . o.O

Labels: depression, failure


JW-H
posted on Friday, October 31, 2008 @ 8:02 PM


















photograph by Ain


Edited by Ain


Mmm. happy happy halloween ! gah . today I've class party with KFC & Azell's tiramisu cake served. thanks for the cake (: & HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO AZELL ! hope u like the necklace and also earings. woah.. my kerja kayu sucks to the end . have to be corrected by sticking stickers . *faint.. Abruptly , wendy came and told me I've got 24 over 40 for my math 1. I was like wthhhh , who said it ?! I went to see sir. and luckily he said the answers are wrongly marked. phewww. stress released =) . Ummm. last day of sir wong's class today. and yest. mrs.hoo's class for 08. v.sam till NOV. =O . sir wong's organized some games which named "clap clap clap" . I was the first to play it and I called Justin as the 2nd fella . *faint. everyone was so blur. lalalalaaaaaaa. omigawddd. low wei wen got 28/30 for the composition. wthhh. she's sucha pro. opsss. Jing Han. you're soooooo .*dot *dot *dot. keep asking Ee Kean's mark plus , mark his paper. I envy his mark laarh.. teeeee-heeeeeeee. he'll over take the class next year. =OOO. joke saja (: Mmm. any ideas bout streaming class for next year? what I heard was.. taking mid year term to stream . er ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZELL !

HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Labels: birthdays, depression, failure, vague


JW-H
posted on Monday, September 29, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
drinks to attract malays =P
ppl in JB (these not lala nuf..)

Her friend ; maybe Jasmine Wong & Sim Yin

Joanne Hoh Yen yen (:



wooooooooo hooooooooooooooooooooo ! I went to jusco (JB) today with crowdy ppl. not much ppl for malays puasa-ing ; lotsa LALA mui , lala zai . we do not need to count how many's there. but to say hundred or millions of them. (usually from chinese school?) maybe.. Mmm.. but some one said is modern , I felt no so . Eeeuuuuuuuuuuu . finally I was back to s'ban after sitting the 3 hours car with my ass flat ): . Hmm. ponteng tuition . today and tmrw . bwahahahaha thankss Sim Yin for taking my papers (: btw , I saw Joanne today . with her 2 friends (doremon cake with some dog and cat as her friends) view picture 3 /4 (: she might have kill me if she see these . opssss ! arh . I bought "pride" by robin wasserman today ! (: the Harris bookshop's big . HUGE ! saya banyakkkkkkk love it <3>oyeah.. mia ; sorray for not replying ur msg yest. busy playing games . MMmmmm hawty hands by means as the japanese turns their pens with hawtnessssss ! =P aikz .. lai o lai why dont u tell me the truth of the rumours ?! I'm so eager till $$ flies ! sigh. what do he meant by .. "he'll be belasah by ee kean ?" o.O nvm . patient's there . I just have to wait †
p/s- apparently I hate unjustice . dont ask me why but she ..

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