Things have altered so quick , that they radiate worries to all . No faces are lit up with excitement when teachers are reminding us about trials , trials & trials. And trials are coming in another few weeks for us to sit. I havent practically satisfy to listen some eldies ; they said , it's easy , just circle and you'll get an A yet , some same agie said , it's a terrible moment for us .
What ?
Kay , whatever . Momma and I were talking about twilight saga most of the time :D . That would pull a smile on her face . To release stress.
Yeah right..
And Poor Sasha ! You'll get to know it very soon , of all Shazy's planning , you were pissed off :O and I really cant forget you told me that you ... touch ... his/her ... elbow and that cause Momma and me never stop teasing you :P Same goes to Azell , sorry for the Shazy's secret in my hand..
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I was , 100 % hoping that A.Roddick would win the grand slam in wimbledon , UK on the fifth of July . He really really played so well that he won for the first set . Though , he made a vast bloomer at the last match , causing the , theeeeeeee Federer to take his victory ! How sad. and Sanggeetha started her blabbering about R.Federer . 15 grand slam , world best tennis player , 6th wimbledon tittles and bla .
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A row of friends' birthdays :D
Looking back to Monday , or even last week , Sanggeetha has been argueing the fact that Federer is so much more better than Nadal . I totally disagree , R.Nadal has his knee injuries , thats why he never play for his most important match , which is Wimbledon ! Federer would probably gain back his no.1 tittle after winning this match.Sigh , I've to support Federer today cause the one who I always support , will lose. :S So yeah , I've supported Verdasco , Hewitt , Eleena Dementrieva and Dinara Safina against their opponents . But they're all kicked out ! How terrible !
Forget about tennis .
Science and math tuition , aka Mrs.Hoo's tuition is starting soon ! p/s: I hope she'll has a negative result for H1N1 after coming back from US . Luckily her homework are all completed :) . If not , I'm dead before her :) I bet , she'll rush through all the chapters in math and science in order to finish it before PMR trials and she'll never forget to ask our mid term examination marks :S .
Talking about the results , parents are supposed to come to school to collect it. Thrill of worries dance around me when Atiqah ( class monitor) brought the result to let us check. I was so bliss , really bliss that moment cause I didnt expect to get a single position in top five. Fortunately or unfortunately , I've gained back my no.4 place , as always -.- . As though I cant get any higher *sigh. But nvm , I'm satisfied enough , cause I didnt really look into this time test. Basically , I've 9 A's and 2 B's , forming from 76 for my BM , as usual , poor and my sickish Moral , 78 ! Thanks Lord , for giving me the , the high ranking that I've never expected since I knew many of my friends did so well this time ! Praise the Lord :)
I secretly thought I would have get no.6 -.-
Oh , btw new moon poster is in the newest galaxie ! Thanks Azell , for helping me to buy it ! I loveeeeeee you :) Haha , today tuition is kind of like .. funny. Ema came ! She was so tensed up or I shall said worryyyy . Dont worry , darling. V.sam is as kind as , I cant describe itttt :) There you got , A PLACE ! wheeee x) Many thanks to my lovely Jing Han , who drew all the way to two nice piece of our club's shirt . It's really awesome ! and pretttyyyyyyy . :D
Sim Yin , Shazy and Jing Han please remember to watch the mighty mind show which will be airing in TV9 on Sunday at 6.00 .
Semi-final for Men's single in wimbledon today!
Roger Federer vs Tommy Haas
Andy Murray vs Andy Roddick.
Rock the match at 8.00 in 813 ( astro ) :D
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What should I start with ?
Rob Pattinson being crashed by a taxi ? I did badly in exams ? Imitation-Sasha-10th-boyfriends ? Lefting bottle in class ? Cheaters continue her job ? Rafael Nadal pulls out from Wimbledon match ?
Speechless..
First week of school from the two weeks of holidays. I got back all my papers and start studying as usual in class. Roll of pathos clouds around me when the results were out. Suspiciously , few people over take Sanggeetha . But , I knew she's happy that Nadal is pulling out from wimbledon match due to his knee injuries. Federer will take the victory ( I hope not :D )
Cheaters.
Oh Shazy , maybe we should stop teasing Sasha when she's depressed . I knew she has incredibly much guys LMAO. And today , I saw shazy babbling about her guys , pointing this and that and finally went in to the tuition room. Luckily the girls were free from answering V.sam's cerpen question . haha :) We'll get it for the next drama , I guess.. SIgh..
And what ! Rob.P was in a terrible (maybe) taxi accident.All I want is , dont affect any new moon or eclipse thingy :D Oh yeah , Sasha dont be too sad over this time exams ; dont worry . Same goes to Azell :) I love you two ! Mommmaaa , thanks for taking my bottle . I realised I left it in school when I get into my car . Haha :D
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I thought I was about to post some birthday's messages to Pui Yee yesterday . Unfortunately , I have to post it today cause is fair enough to pui yee and kew ee kean as you guys' b'day falled in between today :) and sorry for being selfish to post it together . I wish you two have a really , really blessed day for today and through out the year ! so yeahh .. enjoy :D
This is just some random post about the first week of my holidays. I spend the whole week with my family and cousie bro , Darren who is currently working in my daddy's company :) He's so HARDWORKING ! imagine , I've to work day and night , though he works for more than TEN hours per day and came back throwing dawdled look if it's really very late. haha , good luck , cousie.
Umm , I love the food there , in JB . The lame 'Nasi Lemak' is so palatable ; not forgetting the cheese spaghetti at Jusco Tebrau . While my memories are still jogging , I remembered once we ( family + cousie ) went to a middle-ranged restaurant situated quite far from my JB's house , we ordered a lot of nice cuisines , though we're eating in five . Some could finished , that's the best ; but some were not. I conjectured , Darren bro ate TWO big bowls of rice with two and the half of the edible cooked bread. Haha ! I can see you're tremendously full for that couple of hours.
The Shopping complex is vast with a few people loitering around. The Zon , is for adults ( they'll enjoy alcohol there , as it is duty-free ! ) while jusco is for , of course young boys and girls or it is very possible for aunties to buy their food and drink ( supermarket , namely ) . Heaven , the cinema there is really huge while I'll always go to the Harris to get some story books :). We headed to Holiday Plaza too , but missed out Pelangi this time. That time was quite hilarious , everyone separated to find their own thing , as though they're really hectic : cousie and bro went to look for some disc , mum went for her shoes , me and daddy went to Mc Donald . I was really hurrying to finish my home work there ( cause I know I've to wait quite a long time for them to finish ) No choice , I've to spend money for ice-cream in order to sit there . Haha ! :)
So .. yeah. My week was blindly past , maybe. Time passed too fast *sigh.
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Coz hear I am — still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain
You'll make it through the pain
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
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A lil bit of thrilled .
Today is the first day of mid year term exams !
which is killing me , BM . I did it badly in paper 2 . Needless to say , paper 1 , I have always make a bloomer .. *sigh .
And , yeah .. I am really following this principle , forget is the best revenge , friends. See what happens next .
Here it goes for my paper 2 :-
For the first question , I was staring at the paper , which points to write ?! all seems to be crapped story and shouldnt be in my answer sheet . Choose five and shut up to write it with no other choice , I told myself . So I just sort of like , crap it . For section two in the first question , I was totally out of words ! I crap again , again.. with disappointment , I maybe answered wronly for the last question of section two in question 1 :D
Brain-storm ! question B , as always with the more than 120 words for me. I crap and crap again . Again , crap crap crap for question C . I just throw in some idioms ( I hope it really suits ) . Oh before that , I did my question D first. I took more than ten minutes , my badddd . I wasted time there , againnnnn .
But , I get to finish the paper overall :)
Really , really hope not that worse *sigh.
V.sam ! *giggle. She asked us to write the essay in 30 minutes with the given points . For the first page , my handwriting was all right. Drop dead ugly when I went to second page. I was rushing and swinging my pen along to complete the whole lot essay. Terrible , I shall tell ! :S
That's the part , I called it worst !
Tuition , tuition time , period , duration , I,
Je t'aime , really.....
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Everyday , there's somebody , a huge amount of humans are on their depression mood , but there's still a tiny portion of the world wide's fraction of them are still serene , calm . Yet , clean cut is always better . Risky , unrevealed truth happenings arent for us to foresee. Not to predict , though God is fair .
I'm happy today , for what ever God has given me. praise the Lord. for this I'm happy , for ..
To my little friend , who means alot to me , be happy . Let bygones be bygones as I've told us that things go fine when another second ticks. Sim Yin , we understand you :)
Like I said , I havent actually put down the risk we took ( Shazy & Jing Han , me ). we work so hard for it , all the scolding and nagging work I done to you guys for we're too desperate of what we want , counting the eggs before they hatched. Finally , but not much , we didnt manage to represent our state to national level . Your laziness , lingering around plus not caring much , I made it to altered , to wake you guys .
No use , too .
The pathway isnt for us to run like that . No use crying along , helpless to indicate.
All I wanted to say is ,
Jing Han
Shazy
Sim Yin
hold your faith , seriously. I love you guys :)
Oh btw , Happy Mother's Day . I love my mummy , grandma alotsss ; still , I can handle my love !*laugh
And , Azell & Sasha .
dont worry about the buttering stuff . We'll see when the times come . We knew who we're suppose to be. Look at ourself , reflect it through the clean shinny mirror :) I love you guys , too !
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I love you ! Spend much , enjoy much :) thanks for the dinner . *grinss
A lil bit updates about the late presents :
Thanks Penny for the cutey bear . I love you , Shazy . Thanks for your marvellous cup and the malleable flower ! An unforgettable gorgeous gift from my bro , thanks for the Roxy wallet :) and mummy and , too daddy . the newly esprit watch , though I've lots of them . I love it ma'am sss . THANKS !
Lovey-dovey moments arent for me to enjoy , I supposed . All , including the Moon , a far hundreds million kilometres Stars , meteor shooting so fast as only a one second time , are all naturally pulchritude of living ; yet I shouldnt have enjoy it.
Because time passed. I dont realised that much , maybe.
Playing around with friends , teasing those whom they shouldnt been teased ,hoping for the farthest wish , joking with everyone . Friends ! Some of them are entirely best indirectly. Directly , I would have thanks you guys :)
Miscellaneous , random . Really , really random .
Everything in my life just lying and flowing around my soul . What's the point waiting for the unrequited wish ? again , I told myself faith . Faded by Lord , or faith in trusting Him are precisely different , yet there's me , who said that is almost same , similar . Miracle , who ever trusts . Like I said , true friends , I adore ; true love , I'm holding my faith and putting a one hundred percent trust to my Lord . praise Him !
Look , examinations are around the corner . All the folio , I'm severely dead beat of it .
To make a moment to be drop dead awesome , is not easy ; all the happenings are full with depression , solitary to move along .
I love all ! who adore me back :D
I'm waiting.
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from Sim Yin & Ain :)
from ema <3>
from Azell :D
from wendy .
these are the one before I went to the school on 21st of April :) THANKS.
Also , not to miss out , Kevin , you're having over adrenaline rush to send the sms . To remind you , you send before twelve. I dont count yours :) no offence , dont worry ! :) thanks for the wishes ! Karen , thanks for the wishes , too :) Oh , before I get loss to my story today , thanks Kent for your attempt to make the strings thingy ! also , thanks Sheau Jye to wish me in friendster & Joanne for the twilight VCD and wishes :)
Um .. when I reached the school compound , I went straight to the class because it was raining *giggle . The wind blew strongly till I felt the cold of the bliss ! :) It went like this :
Sasha shouted "Happy Birthday , Joeyee" . I was like.. what ! everyone knew and they'll sing the birthday song together in the class . But , I couldnt ignore it , though it was Nisha's birthday too :) And then , followed by the remaining friends in the class ; seems like .. Joanne , Sanggeetha , Leng May , Atiqah , Azell , Jasmine and more . Azell came to my place and handed me a plastic of present . Your bear and the cup is superly dam cute . THANKSSS ! Before that , Sasha came and gave me a card , writen : To JY Cullen and she said " this card can only be opened in front of the vamp " Rightt... So our secrets wont revealed ! teee-heee :)
No doubt , I went to Jing Han's class accompanied by Azell as she asked me to go there before seven. All right , before I could even reach her class , not even the half of the pave way , she said .. " nooo , you cant get into my class, your present is not ready" So , I went back to my class as she told to . Jing Han actually told Azell what she gonna do . Sigh . Later on , more and more people came . One by one they wished me . Thanks :)
Ain and Sim Yin gave me decorative stuff , coloured with blueish and an awesome light. I tremendously put in my heart to it ; I love you guys ! Pui Yee gave me a musical guitar key chain. It looks so sexy ; thanks pui yee . I love it , really . Ema came ! I love her ! Doubtless she'll give me a twilight the score book. I was pulled off to get it . I love you I love you iwuffu ! :) Wendy , thanks for the A+ bookmark . and the wishes ! THANKS ! we'll be greeting each other good luck in mighty minds ! Tee-hee THANKS , again .
Here comes the great Michelle , saying that Jing Han's not coming while giving me some present. I told her , I saw Jing Han this morning before she came. The shock of her face , makes me wanna laugh. You're cute :)
Let's go back to the topic , where Jing Han asked me to return to my class. She , arh . Drop-dead wonderful , you ! Seeing is believing. Hui Min , Jing Han and Michelle bought me a Secret Recipe cake . and all of my classmates stood to sing for me . embarrass pawned me. what to do , make a wish , blow and cut. It's that easy without using much effort. But , before I could blow and make wish , the wind just blew off three of the candles. So , without wasting much time , I quickly take a deep breath and shouted , We'll be the champion in the coming mighty minds , looking at Shazy and Jing Han. Referring to them , Shazy said YES ! and it was breath-taking , blowing the burning candles small fire away . finally , I cut the cake .
Thanks Penny for wishing , Kimberly , Mei Hwa and Wen Hui before I went back from school :) my , my ! oh yeah , Jing Han , Hui Min and Michelle , the marble cheese cake is really nice , no joke ! :D
So , I would like to take an opportunity to thank all of you ! before the times chased me off . I'll be turning an age older , taking away all the blessings which Lord gave me. THANKS . I love you guys :)
Bliss
bliss ! :D
newly edited , thanks Leng May for the " ........ " card . *deep breath. and too , thanks Tijen for wishing , though it's late today {22/04} :)
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My reaction remained callous , not saying hello or even smile for a lil bit when..
Ah ! First of all , sorry Kent ; for the late birthday wishes. Happy Belated Birthday , God bless you ! :) [ 16/04/09]
On Friday that day , all the form 3s are compulsory to take tetanus except for those who've taken at their own doctor's clinic . Momma & I are immune ? Including Nisha :D. We took it earlier on and escape the injection that day *laugh . The nurse's so concerned , asking that and this.
Later on , I've V.Sam's tuition. Thanks Azell for fetching me & Kent , sorry for being so noisy behind. Kent was talking all the way from the tuition till his house. *sigh !
today happenings .
And I've dreamt . Dreaming , receiving lotsa presents , which my friends even send it to my house ! :O How Awesome , Right ?! *grins. But no , it was just a tiny piece of dream that will never get caught on .
And you came , with the same colour of shirt .. ? drop-dead shocking . Phew !
Hah ! I went for Mrs Hoo tuition at 8 , I supposed. But when Shazy called , I changed from 8 to 5 :) Um , everyones' hands are paining huh ? Rest well , rest well . Sorry Abhi and Shazy , sitting between you guys , hurting your hands much . One on left and one on right. Sigh !
Seriously , I should take leave of you . but , faith †
Mm , 1 more week ... Nerves shaking .. !
What if ,
what if I Love You , and you refused to know ?
Star-crossed love , needless to say .
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Today was called , the day of awesome ! but devastated in another way . Anu ! I'll miss you . I hope you like the watch :) and it suits you , uhhh . My friends , all my classmates , except a few of em' were busy , went to a&w to celebrate Anu's farewell party. we'll miss her righttt ! We gave her a surprise where we hid in the toilet first. Haha ! we got complaint by the customers for being so noisy. *embarrassed people ! I really , really hope she'll stay with us till secondary five , but you've to go UK. we understand *sigh. Right.. thanks for those camwhoring , Shazy and Steph. I love your camera ! vasttt ! Oh yeah , Momma , we'll get to be vampire one day GG .
I ordered food and sit with Hui Min & Sim Yin. Gah , Momma , your hair was awesome , bloody reddish :P be ware , I'll get you in school. LMAO. Mmm , I hugged Anu before going back with Azell. Ahha , I knew I've to spent lotsa money going out with Azell. rich ass right ? *grins . Thanks Sasha's mum for guiding us to a&w . Momma ! remember me when you're a fampire ! D:
Oh , thanks Hui Min ! you guide me through the choir songs even when studies are on. and fransisca , alto master , thanks ! I love you guys ! zillion of thanks :) without your teaching , I will never qualify to competition choir team. thanks ! and the choir seniors , thanks .
and I-am-a-last-min-homework. I'd my v.sam's essay before sleeping. Jas , shock , uh ? :D
21/02/09
I'd rather die than stay away from you . really .
today , I went to v.sam together with Azell. ahha , her daddy was really cool today. no doubt he'll wait for us to go up before driving off. ( cause the pre-mad-man is there ) *faint. Oppsss. A lil ppl , not much ppl came today . Kent, I promise I'll land my hand on your face if you keep teasing me. bewareeeeeeeee ! grrR. *roarr
Ahh , v.sam asked us to sit the other table so that we could face her. so yeah , we're not facing only the board but (dot) awkward . I rush down when the tuition ends :D
You're so tender that I've to be very still . facing you , dazzle me alots. My life is so bright compared to last time , that you've existed for me ! :D Right...

whee :D - 19/02/09
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Chet Fei's hand :D
Boh Yee gonna kiss the wall . *whoa
Joanne , Julia's mum , Meee :)Me went to Julia's aunty's house today :D
Of course , my daddy fetched me and Joanne to her house . Her garden is vast *whoa :) We met Michele , Penny , Chet Fei , Boh Yee , Mei Xin , aunty , uncles and some other humans. Thanks Julia , for inviting. Thanks aunty and uncle for the food . I really do appreciate it . Later on , Chet Fei brought all of us to her house for another "set" of party . teee-heee !. I ate again. Thanks Chet Fei and her lil sis for serving .You guys are pretty :) Thanks aunty for all the ang pau 'ssss . I've to rush back for I do not have any transport if I'm late. But , unfortunately , Chet Fei's mummy was willing to fetch me and Joanne back . Thanks aunty . Not much of the events rolled today . Certainly , we played camwhoring , walking here and there around the housing area , played some abnormal games. Poor Boh yee , have you to kiss the wall , also Joanne , saying "gong xi fa cai" deliberately to uncle. Weirdo , ppl will thought. Euu . Mei Xin , Chet Fei , Penny got to escape . I almost remain callous when you guys ask me to kiss Julia. Lmao. Sorry and thanks . Penny , dont fall into the pianist *grins. You guys seem to never see me crazy before , ehhh ? GG oh well , I knew I keep talking about twilight . Dont mind me :>
Anyways , Sean , if you want a change , I've no problem with it . Anytime , anything :D Again , thanks Julia for inviting. I really do enjoy your party. and aunt , thanks :) School gonna start in few twenty hours time. grRR. Anyone anticipated ?
The stars of the night , were beautiful , incomparable with you , standing in comparison though . I adore you.
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Blissful , maddish and indulgence party today . Uncle Chey was the first guest to visit our open house , followed by Tijen . Of course , before them , Wei Lip followed my bro back to my house from Michele's party. I ate before my friends came for I've to serve most of them . Then , Mei Hwa and Mei Ling reached and the first trouble I've was to take their slippers . *laugh my ass out. Nvm , as long you guys came. Thanks deiii . Subsequently , those of my friends , new meet humans , aunties & uncles came.
Infinity thanks to my grandma and grandpa . Your effort to make the cuisines were awesomely done . I appreciated the attempt. To Mun Kent , for the box of strawberry cakes , sheau jye and Pui Yee , for the plastic of foods , also Leng May , for the food and Wendy , thanks to your mummy for the ang pau. Thanks alot to you guysss :D Another millions of thanks to Jasmine Kok , Soon Yie , Joyce , Mei Hwa , Mei Ling , Tijen , Penny , for the biscuits , the acs guy ( sorray I didnt get the chance to ask your name) , Shawn , Chet Fei , Julia Tan , Sim Yin , Joanne Hoh , Michele Chew for coming to my party as well as Ema , thanks for the chocolates and Azell , thanks for the moo moo cow in a nicely wrap box. Thanks Jing Han and Michelle for coming .
Sean Tan , b.k.a Son Dung , thanks for coming even though you've to please ppl for car-pooling. and the money . grats , you won 7 bucks :) The guys who came , thanks. Aunty and Uncle , thanks for the ang pau'sssss . Alethea , dont worry , you may come for the next party. I've really enjoy to the max for this entire day . Thanks everyone. Sorry Jing Han & Michelle for I cant really entertain you two. Happy watching your nadal and fernando match *grins. To those who I cant entertain much , I'm deeply sorry. soo so so sorry ..
So yeah , I enjoy much yesterday with the Karaoke , gambling stuff , twilight shouting , maddish lion performance , eating and bla :) . THANKS
You never come.
I'LL POST THE PICTURES LATER ON , WHEN I GOT IT :)
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school gonna restart again , as if my life was entering the gate of the hell and start burning. I've to start working on my studies again . homework , tuitions , questions and bla. Dang it , nothing but that vague thinking of your mind , not knowing yours , are more painful than anything , worse in the world. Gah , I merely give out but I adores you. *laugh
I went to Sir Wong's house in the afternoon after my lunch . I first saw him wish me and my bro and I almost said "uncle" . luckily , my tone was low , not enough to let him hear *grins. so yeah , I saw Kent and his friends gambling . Sir renamed him as the proffesional-gambler . I admitted. Later then , my mummy fetch me , Kent and Soon Chye to Kent's house. Wendy arrived his house at about 2 plus. But , before that , Kent was so busy introducing his trophy , proudly showed it . My expression remained derisive & that made me almost laugh. GG
I ignore him as I said I wanna play the Rubiks. Uncle , dont be so astonishing for I knew how to solve it cause I really been through the predicament to solve it :) I actually leave my ass and gamble. lmao . wateva , right ?
I'm so into the twilight zone. *giggle . I want I wantt. the selfish calendar , the key , the crest , the book , the CD , blu-ray . everythingg , pleaseeeeee ? I scream when I saw the trading cards.
grRRRRRRR . I wanttt. mengada ass. uh ! :(
Heeee , I still miss you :D
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Chinese New Year Part 3. - pictureles, might be bored for you guys :)
I've not much anticipated , ready though for any imminent to come. I ought to have him to wish me , failure as usual. I went to some aunties house today , leaving Kent's invitation to his house. He'd really invited me again for tmrw's cny. sighhhh. Anyways , the aunty house was quite awesome , vast , with her decoration and the lion dance , they'd performed for entertainment . few mercs waiting , perhaps. :)
Short post , last few days to school . enjoy to the hell of the max *laugh. I didnt want to ignore you anymore , but I've no choice. You left me no options *giggle. how ? When I said your surname , it felt like .. burning in my mouth , mind . maybe , mind over matter , again and again
You endear me too much. Ha ha .
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