Labels: festival, friends, happiness
That was my first happenings in my life where I thought I'm still loitering around my overwhelming dream. But no , when the examination results await me just an inch from my soul ; I feel a lil bit of fear ; flustered . Just a few days after my exam , I've a few marks. I called it disappointment. I told myself. faith †
Praise the Lord ! I never knew I'm over taking lots of em' (not as much as usual) in ranking. I mean , I have never thought to be that HIGH. ahha. *laugh . um, competitions are around , yet I'm not fully ready to face it. Contestant , contestant and co.. & I'm getting more fed up over mathematics which kill me sadistically. No doubt..
as I love ; Lord.
So come on , another few months , I'll pass this solitary and move on to the next challenge. O gah , I've to sing the national anthem infront of the whole school on the stage. *giggle. why prefects are forced to ? mm , no idea , but to follow orders. I'm embarrassed to say that I'm a failure in all arena as in , FAILURE. but , my faith to Lord will never end.
Faith is the substance of things hoped for,the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1And this is his commandment,That we should believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, as he gave us commandment.John 3:23
I love the one who adores me :D
and before I forget , or get loss. Happy belated b'day , Kevin !. sorry for the late wishes :) God bless you !
Labels: birthdays, faith, studies
100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag !
Last beverage → saliva , I supposed.
Last phone call → Shazy .
Last text message → Azell
Last song you listened to → barely remember.
Last time you cried → few days ago. I considered it to wash my eyes.
HAVE YOU EVER :
Been cheated on → cheated ? mostly everything .
Kissed someone & regretted it → no regret to family's .
Lost someone special → †
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
Fallen out of love → †
Laughed until you cried → precisely
Met someone who changed your life → those who inspired me . anyone in TV , high possibilities.
Found out someone was talking about you → maybe.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → uncountable.
Do you have any pets → I'm not sure whether it's my pet or not :D
Do you want to change your name → own name ; no wayy.
What time did you wake up today → 10 plus.
What were you doing at midnight last night → searching twilight stuff and those. chatting , maybe.
The last time you saw your father → is hols. so , sure :)
What's one thing you wish you could change → my life. I'll love to , if I'm with Lord :)
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tom. tom and jerry , no.
What's getting on your nerves right now → frustration
What's your name → Tai Joe Yee
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Puteri
High School → I'm not in yet. lower secondary , perhaps.
Hair color → black with few little white hair. lmao *grins
Long or short → longer than those boyish hairstyle.
Are you a health freak → nah
Righty or lefty → right
FIRSTS :
First surgery → eye surgery. counted ?
First piercing → Yes
First best friend → I dont considered that , everyone's , actually.
First sport you joined → swimming?
First pet → Lucky , silky terior dog.
First vacation → wth. I dont know if I'd go anywhere before I get my mind to.
CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nope
Drinking → saliva
Waiting → everything.
YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yeah. but..
Want to get married?→ yeah
Careers in mind? → Pharmacist !
HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → oblivious. last thing to do .
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yeah sure.
Lost glasses/contacts → never ever.
Been arrested → *shook my head.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → I'm a failure . GG
Miracles → sure .
Love at first sight → I dont imprint.
Heaven → sure !!:D
kiss on the first date→ no , wait till I get the happenings.
Angels → every .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → maybe
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no , of course :)
Do you believe in God? → always. praise the Lorddd.
Tag 10 people :
Sheau Jye
Jeyna
and 8's anyone :D
Labels: tag


Twilight ! , twilight director's note book hits the bookstore on 17th . Wheeee :D get your ass to MPH to get it . um.. and another couple of days till the DVD released ! awesomeee .
Gah , I miss all the tuitions this week. waste , wasted , wastinggggg . perhaps , I made my friends to miss me . no doubt right ? :) and yeah , now I shall introduce my bro's new name ; vin nap . I've tried my very best to edit his name as in , from vin vin , vin vin-B , na naaa , vin na and finally vin nap . you agree , do you ?
Mm , another breakdown , you ! :-
Labels: faith, family, twilight
Happy Belated B'day !, Mei Hwa :DI've to admit. My results are unstable. serious ; no joke. It gave me some high marks and low marks , but it'll never go back to last time . But , thanks ema , for advising ; she said " those vital subject we cared , but those mezzo important , we tend to leave awhile " yeah , right.. some how , is just my faith to get mostly 90 and above for the PMR's subject except for 2 language subject ; english and BM . Yeah , we use numbers to communicate , that's why I got lower for that subj. I'm a failure.
Indulgence doesnt pawn me. It left me behind to suffer the solitary . *sigh . I've piano examinations tmrw. and those italian , german & french terms kill me as I'm dead now. I hope , really , really hope not to forget the terms I learn when they questionate me tmrw. *giggle.
Sorry , Mei Hwa that I cant stay long in your party cause I've to rush for my piano lesson. I wish.. , I wish you've got a awesome and mad party as you're hyper xD . My schedule ; piano test , english test , robotic practise & the mighty minds session for learning are all well-prepared for me to attend the competition. *died. I'll do whateva it takes to make you save again ! :)
Wheeeeeeee. You're graceful as in you're helpfullllllll . Thanks for looking and helping. I met your gaze while I turned behind. awesomeee . and awful *struggle . Praise the Lord for the happenings ! :) and for everything ! ; with those twilight , my life with You , my beyond compared brother in nonsense world .thanks !
Labels: birthdays, failure, studies
Just..People are so terrifying now . I guess they're becoming more selfish and more. and that bothers me. totally , crush me off to disappointment. devastated , pain in the heart .
Exams are over for over a week. I've no idea why my results are bad ; but is worst ! you'll drop your mouth off when you see it. lmao. Some I flunk , which pulls me down & I'm too lazy to argue with teacher in order to get another few marks , even the answers are clearly written in some note. *sigh
Look , there's even B in my result. sucking pathetic marks *sighhh. and I do disdain myself . Believe that. and this examination kills me. usually , first term I'll be dead in ranking. lmao ! but nvm , faith then ..† and Segak is worst for me. my heart beat 109 , cant believe right ? we'll see... @@ - I'm a failure
I'll be skipping all the tuition next week . *dang dang danggg it . mm , thanks for the one who helps out in history and geography folio :D .
Labels: depression, failure, school, studies
*whoa - stares at the movie .
part 1.
A war going on for centuries between vampires and Lycans/werewolves, never seen by humans eyes, until one of the werewolves by the name of Lucian finds out about one human that can bond with vampire blood and Lycans blood, Michael. Selene is the vampire Death dealer that finds out why the Lycans are following Micheal and falls in love with him. Kraven is the leader of the vampire house after Viktor dies and wants Selene by his side, but she is a wild cat to break. Written by Lexxchick
Vampires and Werewolves have been sworn enemies for hundreds of years. Now fought in a Gothic-like setting, the conflict takes an unexpected and deadly new turn. Selene, a beautiful vampire warrior, uncovers a Lycan plot that could prove fatal for her entire race. She shadows a human, Michael, the Lycan's supposed target. Although she finds herself becoming attracted to him, he becomes infected with the lupine disease during a violent struggle with the Lycan overlord, Lucian, long thought to be dead. Now both sides must decide how to end the conflict and save their species as new and terrifying secrets unearth themselves and threaten their entire existence. Written by Sundancersfire
Underworld reimagines Vampires as a secretive clan of modern, aristocratic sophisticates whose mortal enemies are the Lycans (werewolves), a shrewd gang of street thugs who prowl the city's underbelly. The balance of power is upset when a beautiful young Vampire and a newly made Lycan (Vampires and Lycans being deadly rivals for centuries) fall in love. Written by Anonymous
It's about a war that has been going on for centuries between Vampires and Lycan (Werewolves). When one Vampire uncovers a plot by the Lycan to capture a specific human, no one will believe her. She therefore decides to take it upon herself to find out what's going on. Along the way, she finds some things about her past and some things about the war that change her outlook and to whom she should ally herself. One question that seems to be asked throughout the film is...who started the war? Written by thexotherxchris

Labels: leisure
loveddd :)
wheee ! :D
bliss !
I unwrapped it at 1.05 ( 35 secs)- it will carry this , twilight ! , twi-hard ! twilighter !
you guys saw ? how thrilled is it ! *mouth dropped off. I just got my twi-stuff which my mother bought from one young uncle . My gosh. It was so mesmerizing , perhaps , it's ! I bet those twilight lovers will go mad with these too. Hahaaa ! I finally got it from US. Yeah right , I get my vampire leg to land on those meadow and finally to US to get it , RIght , those who asked me. :D
Look , I'm pathetically sick of it . I cant really concentrate on my geography after I got the twilight stuff on Thursday after Sir Wong's tuition. My smile was so wide that people will thought what the hell am I thinking. lmao. I search open my plastic , three posters , 2 packets of sweet , one cullen crest key chain and 2 hand bands. which made me go insane. These few things really , really made me awoke from sleep or even dream . Bliss , blisssss man ! You can see it ? :)
Before that , my life on that day was so bored. totally prank me off to hell cause of tests , noise and bla. Maybe , we should communicate with hearts ; conversation of hearts though. Boo ! it'll always be my dream to have such a nice situation . with you ..
Sigh , whateva also , it will be bad for my life for this March examinations . I did badly. I knew , I made alot slips. Chill as I come to see another situation .. *sigh
and I knew my life is not easy for this few months :
and third , sir wong's test is almost here. I'm sure I'll be dying for it. I'm not as smart as you think , Penny . *faint
and yeah , miserably , I quit my choir team .
Labels: bliss, dream, miscellaneous-random, twilight
Some how , I attend the meeting and have fun . live to sing ! and get the joy in our hands . I stayed back mostly everyday when they asked but wentback early for some vital reasons , maybe . I can see the future , starting with the word "fun" . but , as time went on ... The second day of practise , I decided to quit the team cause I could not meet their requests. So , that bothered me alots. conflict and so . my exams are around , I thought for awhile. yeah , I quit cause I'll be absent in Seremban for weeks,maybe and .. with devastated look that people cant realised. nevermind , I told myself :) I'll get another chance to enjoy another thing , maybe . I miss it. - choir.
Precisely , activities in school are getting me fatigue . Wednesday , I look to the opposite of the block , where I'm attending my Leo's meeting , it's choir. *sigh. Momma was talking non-sensely to me where I'm singing along while rushing back home. Pity you .
So yeah , friends are getting further from my sight . Especially those who're totally oblivious of what they're treating me *wink. Never mind , I thought again .. Lord , my standing friends :) - faith as always , trust as my life . - you know who you belongs to.
Look , I have always enjoy the fun that your friends tease you . I keep my emotion as normal as possible so I'll be pretending not to know *lmao. - I adore you . and I've my hope *grins.
If the two soul belongs together , doubt we'll be together no matter what. time proves !
and tmrw's my starting test for the first day . *struggle. *praise the Lord for everything. Pleaseeee bless me for my on coming March test .. All rise ! :) and guess what ? Wooo hooo ! I got some twilight stuff from U.S ! Thankssssssssss daddy and mummy for supporting meeee. I'm @#$%^&*() happy ! be secure , be secure. yeesss yesssss ! happy for me , do youuuu ?
but it just costs me a lil expensive to have it *sigh - but is affordableeeeee (only for me) ! *wheeeeee ! anyone wants to sponsor ? lmao ! -180 plus in M'sia
Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight, undeflected smile.



Today was called , the day of awesome ! but devastated in another way . Anu ! I'll miss you . I hope you like the watch :) and it suits you , uhhh . My friends , all my classmates , except a few of em' were busy , went to a&w to celebrate Anu's farewell party. we'll miss her righttt ! We gave her a surprise where we hid in the toilet first. Haha ! we got complaint by the customers for being so noisy. *embarrassed people ! I really , really hope she'll stay with us till secondary five , but you've to go UK. we understand *sigh. Right.. thanks for those camwhoring , Shazy and Steph. I love your camera ! vasttt ! Oh yeah , Momma , we'll get to be vampire one day GG .
I ordered food and sit with Hui Min & Sim Yin. Gah , Momma , your hair was awesome , bloody reddish :P be ware , I'll get you in school. LMAO. Mmm , I hugged Anu before going back with Azell. Ahha , I knew I've to spent lotsa money going out with Azell. rich ass right ? *grins . Thanks Sasha's mum for guiding us to a&w . Momma ! remember me when you're a fampire ! D:
Oh , thanks Hui Min ! you guide me through the choir songs even when studies are on. and fransisca , alto master , thanks ! I love you guys ! zillion of thanks :) without your teaching , I will never qualify to competition choir team. thanks ! and the choir seniors , thanks .
and I-am-a-last-min-homework. I'd my v.sam's essay before sleeping. Jas , shock , uh ? :D
21/02/09
I'd rather die than stay away from you . really .
today , I went to v.sam together with Azell. ahha , her daddy was really cool today. no doubt he'll wait for us to go up before driving off. ( cause the pre-mad-man is there ) *faint. Oppsss. A lil ppl , not much ppl came today . Kent, I promise I'll land my hand on your face if you keep teasing me. bewareeeeeeeee ! grrR. *roarr
Ahh , v.sam asked us to sit the other table so that we could face her. so yeah , we're not facing only the board but (dot) awkward . I rush down when the tuition ends :D
You're so tender that I've to be very still . facing you , dazzle me alots. My life is so bright compared to last time , that you've existed for me ! :D Right...

whee :D - 19/02/09
Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random
I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down
some how , I love the way it is :D
You walk pass me without manners . For the first time , you're in black . and I predicted you're white for the past days. I'm righttt :)
Lmao. Azell , Sasha & Jas , dont be so naughty , chapter 4 . *grinss. We'll gonna sit in front for the next class. bliss , man ! GG . Happy twilight-th valentine ! :) Man man-B ! you've got your valentine cakeeyyy. congrats ! way too short , shazy standing in the drain . lmao.
GrrR , tests are all around but there's still bundles of hw waiting for mee. biased home work-maker !
and I do really miss the dream. all.bout.you. *giggle
Labels: faith, leisure, studies

worst luck right ? I guess is the fameless shit . maybe..
V.sam's timing , terrible. pull your ear and pull your body down. where the hell they got their brain to do without 2 mistakes in that paper? Even , Kent and the smart ass have to be punished. Sigh ! Cheating ? Whatevaaa lah . Wheee , you walk behind me today :D Poor poor thing , twilight notebook based on Stephenie meyer novel is coming out on the 17 Marchhhhhhh . *giggle. imma not sure whether I could get it anot. I'll . with my try , with my best. I'll .
I almost laugh. *grinsss
Dang itt ! Green house in SMKP got the second prize !. All rise ! lmao.. The evidence for my damaged brain :
I've tried my very , most very best to decipher you. Theory. I always want a theoryyy. *struggle.
My gosh . Bang my head against the wall . Shazy was awesomely funnaaayy. Botak , guys ! :)
Incomplete partial of star-crossed loved . me ? you ? Nerve damagedddddd.
Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight
you wait. I'll get you stephenie meyer . GG
Loves you ! :D
Just a lil small post I'll blog before the school starts in a few hours.
Firstly , I would like to thanks my family , aunty , uncle for your ang pau'ss which I could get 53 of them over all. Thanks.
Friends , thanks for inviting me to your open house , gambling / casino house for these CNY . I appreciated it very much. and so so so so much thanks go to you guys for coming my house :) Thanks and sorry to those who I cant really entertain.
Mm , tmrw onwards will be my fear. facing examination and all sort of things. So yeah , thanks again for the red packet. I got over 1150 bucks for it :D .
THANKS and be good in school. Stay ahead :)
Labels: Conclude it, stay ahead, thanks
Chet Fei's hand :D
Boh Yee gonna kiss the wall . *whoa
Joanne , Julia's mum , Meee :)Me went to Julia's aunty's house today :D
Of course , my daddy fetched me and Joanne to her house . Her garden is vast *whoa :) We met Michele , Penny , Chet Fei , Boh Yee , Mei Xin , aunty , uncles and some other humans. Thanks Julia , for inviting. Thanks aunty and uncle for the food . I really do appreciate it . Later on , Chet Fei brought all of us to her house for another "set" of party . teee-heee !. I ate again. Thanks Chet Fei and her lil sis for serving .You guys are pretty :) Thanks aunty for all the ang pau 'ssss . I've to rush back for I do not have any transport if I'm late. But , unfortunately , Chet Fei's mummy was willing to fetch me and Joanne back . Thanks aunty . Not much of the events rolled today . Certainly , we played camwhoring , walking here and there around the housing area , played some abnormal games. Poor Boh yee , have you to kiss the wall , also Joanne , saying "gong xi fa cai" deliberately to uncle. Weirdo , ppl will thought. Euu . Mei Xin , Chet Fei , Penny got to escape . I almost remain callous when you guys ask me to kiss Julia. Lmao. Sorry and thanks . Penny , dont fall into the pianist *grins. You guys seem to never see me crazy before , ehhh ? GG oh well , I knew I keep talking about twilight . Dont mind me :>
Anyways , Sean , if you want a change , I've no problem with it . Anytime , anything :D Again , thanks Julia for inviting. I really do enjoy your party. and aunt , thanks :) School gonna start in few twenty hours time. grRR. Anyone anticipated ?
The stars of the night , were beautiful , incomparable with you , standing in comparison though . I adore you.
Labels: festival, friends, thanks
Blissful , maddish and indulgence party today . Uncle Chey was the first guest to visit our open house , followed by Tijen . Of course , before them , Wei Lip followed my bro back to my house from Michele's party. I ate before my friends came for I've to serve most of them . Then , Mei Hwa and Mei Ling reached and the first trouble I've was to take their slippers . *laugh my ass out. Nvm , as long you guys came. Thanks deiii . Subsequently , those of my friends , new meet humans , aunties & uncles came.
Infinity thanks to my grandma and grandpa . Your effort to make the cuisines were awesomely done . I appreciated the attempt. To Mun Kent , for the box of strawberry cakes , sheau jye and Pui Yee , for the plastic of foods , also Leng May , for the food and Wendy , thanks to your mummy for the ang pau. Thanks alot to you guysss :D Another millions of thanks to Jasmine Kok , Soon Yie , Joyce , Mei Hwa , Mei Ling , Tijen , Penny , for the biscuits , the acs guy ( sorray I didnt get the chance to ask your name) , Shawn , Chet Fei , Julia Tan , Sim Yin , Joanne Hoh , Michele Chew for coming to my party as well as Ema , thanks for the chocolates and Azell , thanks for the moo moo cow in a nicely wrap box. Thanks Jing Han and Michelle for coming .
Sean Tan , b.k.a Son Dung , thanks for coming even though you've to please ppl for car-pooling. and the money . grats , you won 7 bucks :) The guys who came , thanks. Aunty and Uncle , thanks for the ang pau'sssss . Alethea , dont worry , you may come for the next party. I've really enjoy to the max for this entire day . Thanks everyone. Sorry Jing Han & Michelle for I cant really entertain you two. Happy watching your nadal and fernando match *grins. To those who I cant entertain much , I'm deeply sorry. soo so so sorry ..
So yeah , I enjoy much yesterday with the Karaoke , gambling stuff , twilight shouting , maddish lion performance , eating and bla :) . THANKS
You never come.
I'LL POST THE PICTURES LATER ON , WHEN I GOT IT :)
Labels: festival, friends, happiness, thanks, twilight, undeflected smile.
school gonna restart again , as if my life was entering the gate of the hell and start burning. I've to start working on my studies again . homework , tuitions , questions and bla. Dang it , nothing but that vague thinking of your mind , not knowing yours , are more painful than anything , worse in the world. Gah , I merely give out but I adores you. *laugh
I went to Sir Wong's house in the afternoon after my lunch . I first saw him wish me and my bro and I almost said "uncle" . luckily , my tone was low , not enough to let him hear *grins. so yeah , I saw Kent and his friends gambling . Sir renamed him as the proffesional-gambler . I admitted. Later then , my mummy fetch me , Kent and Soon Chye to Kent's house. Wendy arrived his house at about 2 plus. But , before that , Kent was so busy introducing his trophy , proudly showed it . My expression remained derisive & that made me almost laugh. GG
I ignore him as I said I wanna play the Rubiks. Uncle , dont be so astonishing for I knew how to solve it cause I really been through the predicament to solve it :) I actually leave my ass and gamble. lmao . wateva , right ?
I'm so into the twilight zone. *giggle . I want I wantt. the selfish calendar , the key , the crest , the book , the CD , blu-ray . everythingg , pleaseeeeee ? I scream when I saw the trading cards.
grRRRRRRR . I wanttt. mengada ass. uh ! :(
Heeee , I still miss you :D
Labels: festival, friends, i want, please, school, twilight
Chinese New Year Part 3. - pictureles, might be bored for you guys :)
I've not much anticipated , ready though for any imminent to come. I ought to have him to wish me , failure as usual. I went to some aunties house today , leaving Kent's invitation to his house. He'd really invited me again for tmrw's cny. sighhhh. Anyways , the aunty house was quite awesome , vast , with her decoration and the lion dance , they'd performed for entertainment . few mercs waiting , perhaps. :)
Short post , last few days to school . enjoy to the hell of the max *laugh. I didnt want to ignore you anymore , but I've no choice. You left me no options *giggle. how ? When I said your surname , it felt like .. burning in my mouth , mind . maybe , mind over matter , again and again
You endear me too much. Ha ha .
Labels: failure, friends, hope, i want, twilight
Candid , me & Penny ( taken by Chet Fei )
Chinese New Year Part 2 :D
I went to Joanne's house in the afternoon after my lunch with my family. Penny was the first to reach. so we talk talk talk till Chet Fei and Pui Yee came. Chet Fei was rumoured by us that , she ate too much dim sum so , her name had changed to Fei Chet or something like that. *laugh . Then , I went to play Joanne's com , searching for New Moon trailer. awesomee eh .
We played the birthday girl , Joanne Hoh Yen Yen . She as our experiment tool , right , Penny ? :D Chet Fei , eu ! we almost took her under garments for testing. lmao. When I first to become the host , I got doubleee *shout . $$ please :) I stop , and joined Mama at the com . and continue back =D
Later then , we ( May Yee , Joanne , Sim Yin) and me went for mah jong . Jong jong jong *grinss. Of course , may yee , the proder ones , win as always *sighh. Chet Fei said she's going back at four , that's it before me and Penny , but she went back at 4.45 . lmao. maybe tyre probs again . GG . My family'll have some dinner with relatives in the night time. So , there's it . lastly but not least , Happy Birthday Joanne ! :D
Labels: faith, friends, happiness, twilight

