Sleepless Nights

posted on Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:57 PM

-84 Lost+

Short post , regarding bout Rafael Nadal.

He losttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt in RG Cup. Wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

First time in history :(

It's totally overflow for Robin Soderling to beat R.Nadal ! Hell nooooooooo .. *faint

Not interested in RG Cup for this year *sigh , but wimbledon cup ! ( on the 22 June )

Labels: undeflected smile.

posted on Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 5:38 PM

Comment Se Fait-il Que...?

Why should things appear like hell ?

Today is a tremor of fear which Mr.Madhavan , the great Mathematics teacher has to leave. We're certainly not sure about it , but he acted like he'll be going away from Puteri. No matter who is replacing you for our subject , we'll still be grateful of you whom have taught us for almost three years. It's also a cry expressive of pain today , we called. We ( Azell , Shazy , Sasha and me ) loved the present you gave us. Thanks so much ! You'll be remembered , we promised :)

What a joy and what a pitiful with some one lost in our hands . Joy is beyond measure when the examination finished ! It was also a more difficult paper for the last paper which is our imitation beloved history paper. Out of syllabus and everything we can find . I was begging Lord to cloud my head with answers . I bet He had .

and , I just choose any answers which is logical and perfect for me :D Wow ! Thanks Shazy for letting me to know the Mathematics paper result . Praise the Lord for I have full in my hand . Let's look forward to paper 2 :D

Sigh . I considered that I did quite badly in this term . I'm lack of enthusiasm in exams and very , very enthusiastic in some TV show . Like :

Australia next top model ! ( though I knew is weird to watch )

Parental Control

just finished American Idol .

Tennis in French ! wheeeee ! ( Maria Sharapova came back from injuries ! )

Nadal rock it :D

any Mum's drama series *lmao.

and the mighty minds show out in screen soon ! ( 28/06 )

with my wanting New Moon .. is still long , I knew...

Just loitering around when I'm studying during the examination period , as usual . I'll be missing all the tuitions for the following week and suffer with my "Q1000" . It's doubly more than thousand for seven subjects ! in JB. Oh oh , I'll be seeing my Darren cousie bro , soon ! but not Jeynaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. P/s: Jeyna , enjoy your australia shopping. :) Alot more to go..

Happy Hols ! everyone !

I love this- no boundaries by Kris Allen :D

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you've lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am — still holding on!
With every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanes

To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries.

There are no boundaries

I fought to the end to stand on the edge

What if today is as good it gets

Don't know where the future's headed

Nothings gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every lineI’ve risked being saved but I always knew why

I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you've almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there's nothing between youand your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

Yeah…There are no boundaries

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You'll make it through the painWeather the hurricane

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries.

Ça va être chaud ; to love..

Labels: depression, friends, miscellaneous-random, school

posted on Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

-82 Theory towards All +

A lil bit of thrilled .

Today is the first day of mid year term exams !
which is killing me , BM . I did it badly in paper 2 . Needless to say , paper 1 , I have always make a bloomer .. *sigh .
And , yeah .. I am really following this principle , forget is the best revenge , friends. See what happens next .

Here it goes for my paper 2 :-

For the first question , I was staring at the paper , which points to write ?! all seems to be crapped story and shouldnt be in my answer sheet . Choose five and shut up to write it with no other choice , I told myself . So I just sort of like , crap it . For section two in the first question , I was totally out of words ! I crap again , again.. with disappointment , I maybe answered wronly for the last question of section two in question 1 :D
Brain-storm ! question B , as always with the more than 120 words for me. I crap and crap again . Again , crap crap crap for question C . I just throw in some idioms ( I hope it really suits ) . Oh before that , I did my question D first. I took more than ten minutes , my badddd . I wasted time there , againnnnn .
But , I get to finish the paper overall :)
Really , really hope not that worse *sigh.

V.sam ! *giggle. She asked us to write the essay in 30 minutes with the given points . For the first page , my handwriting was all right. Drop dead ugly when I went to second page. I was rushing and swinging my pen along to complete the whole lot essay. Terrible , I shall tell ! :S
That's the part , I called it worst !

Tuition , tuition time , period , duration , I,
Je t'aime , really.....

Labels: faith, friends, miscellaneous-random, school, studies

posted on Monday, May 18, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

-81 ... +

First of all ! Happy Birthday Devinnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaa :)

-I'm sorry that I could not stay back for your celebration

-I'm sorry for the late payment.

-but , have a present-opening , friends-hugging , wish-making for your day ! :D

Last but not least , today is the last day of Mrs.Hoo's tuition before holidays . Worse is , the homeworks she gave are clouding on my table . math and science but not end of my life GG . Um.. I'll miss you all thorougly , precisely :D

Some funny moments :

When I'm in the group of four in the class ( BM period )

-Sasha , Farah , Momma , me

Momma :- What the hell is this ?

*referring to the paper given by teacher.

Momma :- Alat penghawa dingin ? or pendingin hawa ?

Sasha, me & Farah :- pendingin hawa ! laaa

Momma :- Oya .. we use to call "some one" this.. yea yeahh..

* everyone laughs.

After BM in the class

Joanne & Momma were creating some "nice" names for some of the classmates.

Joanne :- Shazlyiana .. What to change ?

Momma & Joanne:- Think and said shazalayina.

*three of us laugh

While I was looking at her , she was explaining something about *** to Azell , precisely , is from some book.

me:- wth are you discussing ?

Shazy :- Wait ! I'll come to you later.

I gave a look to her.

Shazy : - *she's standing beside my table now , here you go .. *** is ....

I ignore and continue my marvellous Mrs.Hoo's homework -.-"

P/s: It was really pretty much. *sigh

Oh oh , I saw rainbow today ! it was so beautiful . see ! :D

********* , * **** *** **** ..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVINNA !

Labels: birthdays, bliss, faith, friends, school

posted on Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 2:22 PM

-80 Not proving It yet.. +

Shazy , me , Jing Han

I miss you guys :O
Zeal with knowledge is a not a runaway horse , but why ?

Thanks Shazy for the photo :)

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ! :)

Labels: thanks, undeflected smile.

posted on Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

-79 Happy Mother's Day !+

I cant help it , but I've to blurt it out here .

Thanks for the dinner though I'm not a mother to celebrate yet :D. The cuisines were bad , really . So much worse than last time when I'm still a little one to visit there .
Mm , I thorougly love my grandma . I do adore her lots :) thanks for the late red packets for my birthday. It means nearly the whole world to me , praise the Lord !
All I wanted to speak , to let you know , is you're awesomely pretty in everything ! :D

and granny father , I love you :)
thanks !

Labels: festival, happiness, thanks

posted on @ 12:14 AM

-78 All that I want to say ..+

Everyday , there's somebody , a huge amount of humans are on their depression mood , but there's still a tiny portion of the world wide's fraction of them are still serene , calm . Yet , clean cut is always better . Risky , unrevealed truth happenings arent for us to foresee. Not to predict , though God is fair .
I'm happy today , for what ever God has given me. praise the Lord. for this I'm happy , for ..

To my little friend , who means alot to me , be happy . Let bygones be bygones as I've told us that things go fine when another second ticks. Sim Yin , we understand you :)
Like I said , I havent actually put down the risk we took ( Shazy & Jing Han , me ). we work so hard for it , all the scolding and nagging work I done to you guys for we're too desperate of what we want , counting the eggs before they hatched. Finally , but not much , we didnt manage to represent our state to national level . Your laziness , lingering around plus not caring much , I made it to altered , to wake you guys .
No use , too .

The pathway isnt for us to run like that . No use crying along , helpless to indicate.
All I wanted to say is ,
Jing Han
Shazy
Sim Yin
hold your faith , seriously. I love you guys :)

Oh btw , Happy Mother's Day . I love my mummy , grandma alotsss ; still , I can handle my love !*laugh

And , Azell & Sasha .

dont worry about the buttering stuff . We'll see when the times come . We knew who we're suppose to be. Look at ourself , reflect it through the clean shinny mirror :) I love you guys , too !

Labels: faith, family, festival, friends

posted on Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 7:00 PM

-77 Greattt :) +

Jing Han's birthday which falls on 6th of May . today :)
Happy Birthday ! Hope you'll have a happy celebration , wish-making , candle-blowing , presents-opening & confetti-throwing ! God bless you .
I loveeeeee her though she's too nice :D

Labels: birthdays

posted on Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 9:31 PM

happy birthday mummy {01/05}
I love you ! Spend much , enjoy much :) thanks for the dinner . *grinss
A lil bit updates about the late presents :
Thanks Penny for the cutey bear . I love you , Shazy . Thanks for your marvellous cup and the malleable flower ! An unforgettable gorgeous gift from my bro , thanks for the Roxy wallet :) and mummy and , too daddy . the newly esprit watch , though I've lots of them . I love it ma'am sss . THANKS !

-76 not suiting enough ..+

Lovey-dovey moments arent for me to enjoy , I supposed . All , including the Moon , a far hundreds million kilometres Stars , meteor shooting so fast as only a one second time , are all naturally pulchritude of living ; yet I shouldnt have enjoy it.
Because time passed. I dont realised that much , maybe.

Playing around with friends , teasing those whom they shouldnt been teased ,hoping for the farthest wish , joking with everyone . Friends ! Some of them are entirely best indirectly. Directly , I would have thanks you guys :)

Miscellaneous , random . Really , really random .
Everything in my life just lying and flowing around my soul . What's the point waiting for the unrequited wish ? again , I told myself faith . Faded by Lord , or faith in trusting Him are precisely different , yet there's me , who said that is almost same , similar . Miracle , who ever trusts . Like I said , true friends , I adore ; true love , I'm holding my faith and putting a one hundred percent trust to my Lord . praise Him !

Look , examinations are around the corner . All the folio , I'm severely dead beat of it .
To make a moment to be drop dead awesome , is not easy ; all the happenings are full with depression , solitary to move along .
I love all ! who adore me back :D

I'm waiting.

Labels: birthdays, faith, friends, miscellaneous-random, thanks