Labels: festival, friends, happiness
That was my first happenings in my life where I thought I'm still loitering around my overwhelming dream. But no , when the examination results await me just an inch from my soul ; I feel a lil bit of fear ; flustered . Just a few days after my exam , I've a few marks. I called it disappointment. I told myself. faith †
Praise the Lord ! I never knew I'm over taking lots of em' (not as much as usual) in ranking. I mean , I have never thought to be that HIGH. ahha. *laugh . um, competitions are around , yet I'm not fully ready to face it. Contestant , contestant and co.. & I'm getting more fed up over mathematics which kill me sadistically. No doubt..
as I love ; Lord.
So come on , another few months , I'll pass this solitary and move on to the next challenge. O gah , I've to sing the national anthem infront of the whole school on the stage. *giggle. why prefects are forced to ? mm , no idea , but to follow orders. I'm embarrassed to say that I'm a failure in all arena as in , FAILURE. but , my faith to Lord will never end.
Faith is the substance of things hoped for,the evidence of things not seen.
Hebrews 11:1And this is his commandment,That we should believe on the name of his Son Jesus Christ, and love one another, as he gave us commandment.John 3:23
I love the one who adores me :D
and before I forget , or get loss. Happy belated b'day , Kevin !. sorry for the late wishes :) God bless you !
Labels: birthdays, faith, studies
100 truths, tag 10 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag !
Last beverage → saliva , I supposed.
Last phone call → Shazy .
Last text message → Azell
Last song you listened to → barely remember.
Last time you cried → few days ago. I considered it to wash my eyes.
HAVE YOU EVER :
Been cheated on → cheated ? mostly everything .
Kissed someone & regretted it → no regret to family's .
Lost someone special → †
IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
Fallen out of love → †
Laughed until you cried → precisely
Met someone who changed your life → those who inspired me . anyone in TV , high possibilities.
Found out someone was talking about you → maybe.
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → uncountable.
Do you have any pets → I'm not sure whether it's my pet or not :D
Do you want to change your name → own name ; no wayy.
What time did you wake up today → 10 plus.
What were you doing at midnight last night → searching twilight stuff and those. chatting , maybe.
The last time you saw your father → is hols. so , sure :)
What's one thing you wish you could change → my life. I'll love to , if I'm with Lord :)
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tom. tom and jerry , no.
What's getting on your nerves right now → frustration
What's your name → Tai Joe Yee
Middle/Secondary School → SMK Puteri
High School → I'm not in yet. lower secondary , perhaps.
Hair color → black with few little white hair. lmao *grins
Long or short → longer than those boyish hairstyle.
Are you a health freak → nah
Righty or lefty → right
FIRSTS :
First surgery → eye surgery. counted ?
First piercing → Yes
First best friend → I dont considered that , everyone's , actually.
First sport you joined → swimming?
First pet → Lucky , silky terior dog.
First vacation → wth. I dont know if I'd go anywhere before I get my mind to.
CURRENTLY :
Eating → Nope
Drinking → saliva
Waiting → everything.
YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → Yeah. but..
Want to get married?→ yeah
Careers in mind? → Pharmacist !
HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → oblivious. last thing to do .
Drank Wine/Beer/alcohol → yeah sure.
Lost glasses/contacts → never ever.
Been arrested → *shook my head.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → I'm a failure . GG
Miracles → sure .
Love at first sight → I dont imprint.
Heaven → sure !!:D
kiss on the first date→ no , wait till I get the happenings.
Angels → every .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → maybe
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → no , of course :)
Do you believe in God? → always. praise the Lorddd.
Tag 10 people :
Sheau Jye
Jeyna
and 8's anyone :D
Labels: tag


Twilight ! , twilight director's note book hits the bookstore on 17th . Wheeee :D get your ass to MPH to get it . um.. and another couple of days till the DVD released ! awesomeee .
Gah , I miss all the tuitions this week. waste , wasted , wastinggggg . perhaps , I made my friends to miss me . no doubt right ? :) and yeah , now I shall introduce my bro's new name ; vin nap . I've tried my very best to edit his name as in , from vin vin , vin vin-B , na naaa , vin na and finally vin nap . you agree , do you ?
Mm , another breakdown , you ! :-
Labels: faith, family, twilight
Happy Belated B'day !, Mei Hwa :DI've to admit. My results are unstable. serious ; no joke. It gave me some high marks and low marks , but it'll never go back to last time . But , thanks ema , for advising ; she said " those vital subject we cared , but those mezzo important , we tend to leave awhile " yeah , right.. some how , is just my faith to get mostly 90 and above for the PMR's subject except for 2 language subject ; english and BM . Yeah , we use numbers to communicate , that's why I got lower for that subj. I'm a failure.
Indulgence doesnt pawn me. It left me behind to suffer the solitary . *sigh . I've piano examinations tmrw. and those italian , german & french terms kill me as I'm dead now. I hope , really , really hope not to forget the terms I learn when they questionate me tmrw. *giggle.
Sorry , Mei Hwa that I cant stay long in your party cause I've to rush for my piano lesson. I wish.. , I wish you've got a awesome and mad party as you're hyper xD . My schedule ; piano test , english test , robotic practise & the mighty minds session for learning are all well-prepared for me to attend the competition. *died. I'll do whateva it takes to make you save again ! :)
Wheeeeeeee. You're graceful as in you're helpfullllllll . Thanks for looking and helping. I met your gaze while I turned behind. awesomeee . and awful *struggle . Praise the Lord for the happenings ! :) and for everything ! ; with those twilight , my life with You , my beyond compared brother in nonsense world .thanks !
Labels: birthdays, failure, studies
Just..People are so terrifying now . I guess they're becoming more selfish and more. and that bothers me. totally , crush me off to disappointment. devastated , pain in the heart .
Exams are over for over a week. I've no idea why my results are bad ; but is worst ! you'll drop your mouth off when you see it. lmao. Some I flunk , which pulls me down & I'm too lazy to argue with teacher in order to get another few marks , even the answers are clearly written in some note. *sigh
Look , there's even B in my result. sucking pathetic marks *sighhh. and I do disdain myself . Believe that. and this examination kills me. usually , first term I'll be dead in ranking. lmao ! but nvm , faith then ..† and Segak is worst for me. my heart beat 109 , cant believe right ? we'll see... @@ - I'm a failure
I'll be skipping all the tuition next week . *dang dang danggg it . mm , thanks for the one who helps out in history and geography folio :D .
Labels: depression, failure, school, studies
*whoa - stares at the movie .
part 1.
A war going on for centuries between vampires and Lycans/werewolves, never seen by humans eyes, until one of the werewolves by the name of Lucian finds out about one human that can bond with vampire blood and Lycans blood, Michael. Selene is the vampire Death dealer that finds out why the Lycans are following Micheal and falls in love with him. Kraven is the leader of the vampire house after Viktor dies and wants Selene by his side, but she is a wild cat to break. Written by Lexxchick
Vampires and Werewolves have been sworn enemies for hundreds of years. Now fought in a Gothic-like setting, the conflict takes an unexpected and deadly new turn. Selene, a beautiful vampire warrior, uncovers a Lycan plot that could prove fatal for her entire race. She shadows a human, Michael, the Lycan's supposed target. Although she finds herself becoming attracted to him, he becomes infected with the lupine disease during a violent struggle with the Lycan overlord, Lucian, long thought to be dead. Now both sides must decide how to end the conflict and save their species as new and terrifying secrets unearth themselves and threaten their entire existence. Written by Sundancersfire
Underworld reimagines Vampires as a secretive clan of modern, aristocratic sophisticates whose mortal enemies are the Lycans (werewolves), a shrewd gang of street thugs who prowl the city's underbelly. The balance of power is upset when a beautiful young Vampire and a newly made Lycan (Vampires and Lycans being deadly rivals for centuries) fall in love. Written by Anonymous
It's about a war that has been going on for centuries between Vampires and Lycan (Werewolves). When one Vampire uncovers a plot by the Lycan to capture a specific human, no one will believe her. She therefore decides to take it upon herself to find out what's going on. Along the way, she finds some things about her past and some things about the war that change her outlook and to whom she should ally herself. One question that seems to be asked throughout the film is...who started the war? Written by thexotherxchris

Labels: leisure
loveddd :)
wheee ! :D
bliss !
I unwrapped it at 1.05 ( 35 secs)- it will carry this , twilight ! , twi-hard ! twilighter !
you guys saw ? how thrilled is it ! *mouth dropped off. I just got my twi-stuff which my mother bought from one young uncle . My gosh. It was so mesmerizing , perhaps , it's ! I bet those twilight lovers will go mad with these too. Hahaaa ! I finally got it from US. Yeah right , I get my vampire leg to land on those meadow and finally to US to get it , RIght , those who asked me. :D
Look , I'm pathetically sick of it . I cant really concentrate on my geography after I got the twilight stuff on Thursday after Sir Wong's tuition. My smile was so wide that people will thought what the hell am I thinking. lmao. I search open my plastic , three posters , 2 packets of sweet , one cullen crest key chain and 2 hand bands. which made me go insane. These few things really , really made me awoke from sleep or even dream . Bliss , blisssss man ! You can see it ? :)
Before that , my life on that day was so bored. totally prank me off to hell cause of tests , noise and bla. Maybe , we should communicate with hearts ; conversation of hearts though. Boo ! it'll always be my dream to have such a nice situation . with you ..
Sigh , whateva also , it will be bad for my life for this March examinations . I did badly. I knew , I made alot slips. Chill as I come to see another situation .. *sigh
and I knew my life is not easy for this few months :
and third , sir wong's test is almost here. I'm sure I'll be dying for it. I'm not as smart as you think , Penny . *faint
and yeah , miserably , I quit my choir team .
Labels: bliss, dream, miscellaneous-random, twilight
Some how , I attend the meeting and have fun . live to sing ! and get the joy in our hands . I stayed back mostly everyday when they asked but wentback early for some vital reasons , maybe . I can see the future , starting with the word "fun" . but , as time went on ... The second day of practise , I decided to quit the team cause I could not meet their requests. So , that bothered me alots. conflict and so . my exams are around , I thought for awhile. yeah , I quit cause I'll be absent in Seremban for weeks,maybe and .. with devastated look that people cant realised. nevermind , I told myself :) I'll get another chance to enjoy another thing , maybe . I miss it. - choir.
Precisely , activities in school are getting me fatigue . Wednesday , I look to the opposite of the block , where I'm attending my Leo's meeting , it's choir. *sigh. Momma was talking non-sensely to me where I'm singing along while rushing back home. Pity you .
So yeah , friends are getting further from my sight . Especially those who're totally oblivious of what they're treating me *wink. Never mind , I thought again .. Lord , my standing friends :) - faith as always , trust as my life . - you know who you belongs to.
Look , I have always enjoy the fun that your friends tease you . I keep my emotion as normal as possible so I'll be pretending not to know *lmao. - I adore you . and I've my hope *grins.
If the two soul belongs together , doubt we'll be together no matter what. time proves !
and tmrw's my starting test for the first day . *struggle. *praise the Lord for everything. Pleaseeee bless me for my on coming March test .. All rise ! :) and guess what ? Wooo hooo ! I got some twilight stuff from U.S ! Thankssssssssss daddy and mummy for supporting meeee. I'm @#$%^&*() happy ! be secure , be secure. yeesss yesssss ! happy for me , do youuuu ?
but it just costs me a lil expensive to have it *sigh - but is affordableeeeee (only for me) ! *wheeeeee ! anyone wants to sponsor ? lmao ! -180 plus in M'sia
Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight, undeflected smile.
