I've been busy all day long since the beginning of the year. Now that everything has finished , I'll be a tad bit free-er - what I meant is , free from activities but studies are getting tougher and tougher. I did not know when January started this year and now is like , SEPTEMBER ! Greaaat. Final terms in approximately 1 month time and I'll be heading to my senior year. Look at the time , how it strucks and how it flies.
No more floating is a good thing to get to school , I guess? but I'll grow fatter at times ! Another thing is , moral folio for sec 4 and 5 is completed ! *grin ! but , there's a account so-called-assignment to be done before mid of oct , I think . plus leo plus prefect. hectic life, no ?
Tennis ! I'm looking forward to Nadal's success in completing his GS career tmrw at Flushing meadow (:
Redang island got me more exhausted ; my body is feeling paralysed ! with the insufficient of rest due to sleeping in the bus which is darn cold ! I hate getting clean up when I just got up from the sea. Perhaps , not-too-many-variety-of-fish there though ! but , a very-not-upheavel experience , though we didnt expect it to be quite disappointing . It's just awesome to walk or do anything around the beach with the breeze (: And and , the journey from the motor-boat to the jetty and vice versa is unbelievable awesome ! bye , redang island for now , maybe (:
Till I visit the posting page again ! :DD
solar boat - NO SUN FOR ME TO TAKE MY TRIAL RESULTS !
piano exams - WRONG KEYS AND STUFF
problems of human - THEY JUST CANT LET ME GO . IF YOU HATE ME , JUST DONT SEE ME AND TELL ME AND I'LL GET LOST.
Satisfying moments are just not enough-
I didnt predict that I'd good in my mid year exams . Thank you ,my Lord :) . He never fails me at all - he gave me all my A's . but there are still 4 A- ; still .quite a smashing success !
Jeyna , sorry for the late reply . I love the photo and letter you'd send it to me :D
Thanks (:
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Stress Part 1 :
Exam . What's is all about ? testing whether we're memorising ALL the facts or not ? without knowing to apply it , perhaps ? Maybe. I'm admitting , I have no , no confidence in my soul right now and . 24th of May is coming eagerly for me . a total of bloody 30 % is taken. fair , no ?
Stress Part 2 :
Piano Exam ! I knew , I've to calm down while playing. Thanks teacher , for reminding me as always. BUT I cant , probably. Lively , fast song , how to play ? and my poor playing(s) in staccato beattttt ! Oh , just bless me , Lord (:
Stress Part 3 :
FRIENDS ! get back together , for everyone's sake ! I'm neutral , seriously . Please get back , I need the spirit of madness , laughingness , highness , and everything !
Stress Part 4 :
Think of the possibilities of the soul being romantic and being a lil good at reading minds ? and I truly know that we're star-crossed love , cant we get out of it ?
rather , cant I get enough of you ? Blurry situation was .. , heavy in the air .
And , you dont have the faintest idea of how much am I missing you everyday - a terrible heightened pain . If I could ever get back to 2 years time . Just if ; are there any alternativesss for me , as in for now ?
A girl was told these , afterall.
and I'll get rid of this after the examinations end ! , I think.
Tag - EMO , maybe ?
April , I promised you it's all about my embarrasment .
Aprilfool , I was fooled by many fool ! ridiculously , I believe them . Anyway , thanks for the sarcasm , the connoisseur of crap !
Just a change in tuition time for one week and all the embarrasing moments flow through my soul . and I cant get the deepest clarity as I have always been through when I'm studying at ppl's class ! weird , no ?
Huff and puff ! Just a few days before my birthday , many problems arised and consternation arrived . I'll have to bear with it though .. Thanks to those who help me out ! :)
and so my birthday struck ! It was really an inevitable event ; growing older ! Friends , it was the uber-perfect type of gift you'd give me . THANKS !
-the least present-received yet the most memorable b'day for this year ! I'm loving them more and more !(scrapbook , DVD , soundtrack , the score , graphic novel ! , CARDS ! , cake , chocolates ) - UNMITIGATED BLAST OF JOY ! thanks bro , Ee Kean , Jing Han , Momma , JoLee , Joanne , Sasha , Azell , Shazy , Sim Yin , Hui Min , Sanggeetha , CM , Kent , Jasmine Wong , 4 Theta , and all and all and all !
I'm happy though , thanks thanks thanks .
Your words made my smile (:
and it's coming to an end of April .
WITH ME
Nadal lost at EVERY semi-final , it seems that his luck is cursing him not to go into the final(s)
and I'm at a lost. I guess I went overboard for everything.
I shall have put it down by now , but it's not working . Go on , should I ?
Results are quite satisfying with my rate of weakness in Form 4 . Thanks Lord (:
Just that I dont get what I want everytime is because the Lord has prepared something better for me ! dont you agree ? :D
Coercion,duress
I seriously need some prodding , anyone ? who can ...maybe make me to seriously study or do anything better in my life rather than rambling here and there. Though I keep telling my friends , who needed : dont stuck there ; life is about going on . What about .. JY ? Yeah , stucking there , really . March TEST just prove it. I shouldn't have taken it so seriously because it's just an absolutely normal TEST. Not an examination where it's so vital - everyone freak out due to the streaming thingy . I dont know , fortunately or unfortunately ; I gave my 100 % to this , wasting my time , no ? Observation to support my word : I'd lotsa mistakes , as usual . Maybe my carelessness is hunting me , my marks-my positions. Mistakes where I should have known ! I dont even have A+ for half of my subj(s) like how badly I yearned for it . Weakest subj at all TIME - Bio , BM and Moral are still at teacher's decision in giving me A or B - I really want to secure all A for this time .
and I fathom-ly know that results from Omega and Theta are incomparable due to the difference in marking by so many different teachers.
It's really a consternation to meet so many tuitions and homeworks all together . Not taking into account that I've to stay back - for all the activities I'm joining . and frankly , I'm rather frustrated to see CHEATER and BODEK-KER to take all the injustice , right JIng Han ? But .. that will decrease another hassle I'm taking on . Projects and Competitions are just building up .
I GOT TO WATCH NADAL/AGGASI VS PETE SAMPRAS/R.FEDERER (is an event for Hit for Haiti) at Indian Wells , California today on 811(Astro) !!!!! so exhilarated , excited ! They're very hillarious , really !
Will blog again when the time comes.
Just some past post :
1) New Year was really fun . My akaun judi was in a kredit form at last , maybe . LOL !
2) Separated from most of my friends due to the simply arrangment of the straight A's students.
3) At least , my class is alive , with a group of porn jokes , MCA and many other MORE.
4) NRC , ISEF , AccSun practices are starting very soon.
5) Hate it when cheater IS around.
6) Life is getting more interesting !
School is starting.
Blog is dying.
Tuitions are occupying the days.
Friends are reunion-ing.
Tennis is finally back !
Joy and hectic moments are rekindling in MY soul.
Ragnarok Online intrigued me when my bro started playing . Of all the online games I played , RO is the most awesome game for me (the graphic is nice , not too kiddy type ; not too aldult-ish) But , my time is fully packed with tuitions , stay-backs and homeworks for this year . Forget about it till my bro get rich to help me with it . LOL !
Nyah ! I still help him to play at certain time :)
Admitting that form 3 and form 4 is really a big gap.
Hoping really hard to watch every Nadal's match.
Studying only when the time suits . LMAO !
and less partying.
Ouch . New Year 2010
My family and I were invited to my cousin's wedding dinner at KL . We actually waited from 6.30 to 8.00 for the dinner to start . From the waving hands and smiling perfectly , revealing our white teeth part until the crapping and drooling part , we actually enjoyed the moments ---lah. And finally a loud enthusiasm applause was given out by all the guests when the bride and bridegroom walked to the prestigious stage . THere's about 10 cuisines consists of prawns , crabs , fried rice , chinese pancake , deserts , sushi and soups that were quite-mouth-watering.
Thanks for the dinner aunty , uncle , cousins :)
Lazying to move.
Praising the Lord for such a great result.
Longing and yearning for more and more good stuff :)
Best Tennis Match , ever ! - 2009
that's all my point of view :)
Mutua Madrilena Madrid Open semi-finals, Rafael Nadal defeal Novak Djokovic 3-6, 7-6(5), 7-6(9) : longest match for best-of-three-match in ATP - FOUR HOURS THREE MINUTES ! WHoooooahhhhhoooooo :) And I knew Nadal is in his top form to win Novak Djokovic ! plus , they were playing on clay court ! !!!
Australian Open semi-final , Rafael Nadal defeat Fernando Verdasco 6-7 (4) , 6-4 , 7-6(2) , 6-7 (1) , 6-4 : Screeching to an end ------- FIVE HOURS TEN MINUTES. ouch !
I'm precisely looking forward to next year match ! 2010 , here come the clay master , Rafael Nadal :)
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Ugh..! My laziness is increasing , maybe because of my mind wandering to fantasy , attempting to think that blogging is just some blase work . But , my blog is not disintegrating ; I'll still blog to keep it alive.
Okay trips..
Cousin Jeyna , Cousin Chia Yee , Mum , Bro , Uncle (Jeyna's daddy) , Grandma and I headed to Malacca as my mum was yearning for our opinions in eating some kind of 'durian's thingy . So , we went for a walk on a street near those historical buildings . We walked and talked in full energy before our throbbing legs and the rainy weather torpedo our plans to enjoy . Brother Joe Vin bought his crocs shoes and olden-days shirt for cny while I bought tags together with sweets which Cousin Jeyna bought for Brother Joe Vin , Chia Yee and I . Cousin Jeyna finally bought her Nike bag ! Heeee :) After tired shopping here and there , we settled down at Pizza Hut . Mum hedged her bets by ordering 3 typed of middle-sized pizza , afraid to have the wrong favours. Funny thing :
when ordering for some food ..
Jeyna's Daddy : can I have a bowl of soup without durian ?
Waiter : Um .?
Jeyna's Daddy : yeah.. without durian , please (patterning his hands)
Mum shouted from side-way : Yeah .. normal soup will do .
Jeyna's Daddy went back to his seat with our laughters served him good :D
Heeee :)
Another day had passed . Here came the big day . Well , Grandma's Day ; Birthday ! 65th birthday celebrated at her house . Daddy drove all of us (Brother Joe Vin , Mum , Cousin Jeyna and I) to PD . Daddy bought a cake , Tiramisu Coffee flavor while Brother Joe Vin , cousin Jeyna and I gave ang pau(s) to granny . It's obviously not lacklustre thing to celebrate because we all LOVE her ! , no ? :) Cousin Chia Yee and Chien Yee joined us for the cake-cutting session . Oh , we had Nasi Lemak for dinner ( that NL is the best I ever ate ! ) . We dont want Granny to cook for us on her special day , so we'd asked her what she wants to eat . She said 'obviously NL !'
Grandma's House stay-over .
Cousin Jeyna and I went back to stay at PD . It's as though the time had rewind 10 years back where I lived with Granpa and Grandma. They treated me so freakingly awesome , good ! indescribable words ! Ouch ! If there was any uber-circus , they'll for sure bring me to enjoy without telling to my parents ! Many , many memories more that leave a mark , a deep one deep in my heart :) I love them , seriously !
New Moon melts my heart , but not really . Because they cut so much of it ! :S
and I finally get to buy New Moon calendar !!! Praise the Lord :)
Okay thats all I guess..
I'll be heading to Johor next week after my bro's SPM finished .
p/s: Davis Cup : Spain WON !!!!!!!!!!! :)
Labels: bliss, family, twilight
It was not an awesome threesome thingy but a really triple terrible match for R.Nadal ! He lost in straight set for the three matches , concluding that he is unable to go into the semi-final level .
Group A : Roger Federer , Andy Murray , Del Potro , Fernando Verdasco
Group B : Rafael Nadal , Novak Djokovic , Nikolay Davydenko , Robin Soderling
First match : Robin Soderling defeat Rafael Nadal (6-4 , 6-4 )
I thought Rafael Nadal could rise back from this match , which is to win the other two in order to qualify for the semi-final round. But ..
Second match : Nikolay Davydenko defeat Rafael Nadal (6-1 , 7-4 )
Nikolay played really well , his stroke and serve and everything. Nadal played well too ! But , this is the result ! -Sigh
Third match : Novak Djokovic defeat Rafael Nadal (7-6 , 6-4)
This is a match to determine whether djokovic is qualify to semi-final or not . He did not , perhaps.
Semi-final : N Davydenko defeat R Federer (6-2 , 4-6 , 7-5)
J Del Potro defeat R Soderling (6-7 , 6-3 , 7-6)
Winner : Nikolay Davydenko (defeats Del Potro 6 - 3 , 6-4 )
Labels: Barclays ATP World Tour Finals
first/second round
Unbelievable uber-ace(s) from Rafael Nadal in Paris ! What a new achievement , right ?
Second & third round were a headache for him , with those top-form-stroke from his opponent and fast-opening ace that could easily send Nadal away in straight sets. And those opponent(s) were no match compared to Nadal's performance Last Time , winning NO sets at all ; that was . And now , they rise up and Nadal's performance IS deteriorating as though he is just some beginners in ATP .
Quarter-final
But , he manage to secure a place for himself at the quarter-finals . He played so well that the former champion in Paris , Tsonga , a frenchmen had to lose in straight set 7-5 , 7-5. Tsonga started so well , finishing the game in only 45 / 46 seconds (if my memory serves me right) . That's terrifying that I thought Nadal will completely lose his rally , his game and go back to Spain . . . But , when he achieved some ace(s) , he had back his confident to win the game .
Semi-final
I've nothing much to comment .
He bloodily lost to Djokovic in straight sets 6-2 , 6-4/3 . Djokovic is in really , tremendously top form in Nov , beating Federer last week in Switzerland.
Looking forward to ATP tour finals at London.
Labels: Paris France
It has been ages since I blog . So yeah .. this post will definitely bring to a conclusion or rather .. my point of view for part of the days after my long-waited-PMR-to-finish.
Tuesday :
Right after the PMR ends , I literally felt very , very excited ; bliss . And I heard some booming laugh and the students' voices breaking free from their stresses . They were keeping their stationery in glee ; not those heart-rending(s) stuff , or they had their faces like thunders , that's all before PMR - when the living skill paper finished , the light-hearted tone seems to be raging out of control !
Yet , results are to be worried ; for me ..
Thursday :
I kind of racked my brain for some ways to decorate the card we(Sim Yin , Shazy and I) made for Mrs.Hoo ! Astoundingly , we made the card into an exaggerated beautiful own made card (not to be arrogant , but it's freakingly genuine:) )
So , the night had came . I reached Mrs.Hoo's house at about 7.30 and I saw Joy , Shazy and Abhi were waiting already. They were chatting to one another together with Mrs.Hoo . This party went all right but not those party where the situation went hurly-burly. It brought no hassle to me and Sim Yin to clear up the place before leaving. I hope Mrs.Hoo loves the food we brought , namely , Sim Yin's fruit jelly , my red bean jelly , Joy's cup cake , my oreo cheese cake , also someone's pizza . It was 9.30 when Sim Yin and I havent go back and we started talking about our future again and a tad bit of past memories as I saw those memories anew in everyone's eyes ! I ended up hugging teacher before going back ! I love her .
Sunday :
Nothing much about this day , but my family and I got out feet to Sunway . and I finally got my New Moon Companion . It's awesome (those fascinating striking color on those actor , and the way the author and his crew brought up the book ) It's another few 30 + days for me to watch my New Moon . Ughhhh !
Oh yea , I saw NADAL poster at the Nike shop . I literally wanted to take photo but , my dad called me to hurry to Starbucks in order to go home ! so , no nadal . and he lost to Davydenko in Shanghai at the final tennis open . Terrrrrrible !
Monday :
I went back to PD to visit my grandma and grandpa . Wooooooowie ! I love them ! The urge to follow Jeyna to stay with them is really really .. like a whoa whoa :) However , it's a contingensy plan , right ? Let's see when she comes back from SG .
I saw my little cousin , Chien . She's superbly cute :)
I dont know what drove leng may to the most insane thing to do . She keeps on asking me to spread this . So , everyone , please ! go and watch this :
http://apps.facebook.com/friendsforsale/users/show/128565901
and all I wanted is your feedback . thanks :) and Leng May will appreciate every single click and emotion you show. THANKS.
I didnt get to watch much cause of the over-fun PMR !
I only get to watch the semi-final match & quarter final one! Rafael Nadal played a really excellent rally against Marat Safin , former champion in Beijing. He sent him off through set straight , I think -.-
But , he lost his way to the grand final of Beijing Open as Cilic beat him in a STRAIGHT set too ! It was .. really , really unbelievable.
So , Djokovic is the champion for 2009's Beijing Tennis Open. Cilic played so well in the match at semi-final but deteriorates at final. What a fast-changing-top-form-tennis-player . Heeee (:
Labels: Beijing China
When someone turns into a hypocrite , just to be close with you for some advantages and you dont realise any of their acts , you'll be normal . And as you slowly fathom out the truth(s) , you'll be hurt or some how , depressed but you cant be ; because there are uncountable incidence(s) where our Lord forgives us again and again .
Those hypocrites will either not sorry at all or they'll be sorry when they knew about the changes. So , just leave it. It's a moot point asking them to tell the truth though you've tried your very best to treat them sincerely nice before that.
And as the Lord will heal every wound in our hearts and bring us into a space fill with blessings , happiness and forgiveness.
And to forgive those who're sorry or not even sorry at all.
Thanks Lord .
I can't sleep,
It's hard to breath,
And i still feel you next to me,
Now, i can see.
-the first one-
-blg-
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Bliss bliss BLISS !
But , I cant be , overlooking to the swirling mayhem of my thought that PMR is near.
So , this is , probably , my last post until 9/10/09 .
Thanks Daddy , I finally got my TWILIGHT SAGA JOURNALS ! Foooooh :)))) Desperate as I'm , Yet to be worry . Haaah.
And I'm still on my way to have another New Moon copy . Precisely , it's the US edition where the poster is there for me to walk on the air :D.
My ay happy moments are momentarily vanishing from my world. But , they'll be back after 25 days from now though I'm certain ! And another better thing is , I've one more piano lesson to go before I stop myself for 2 weeks ! literally , I'm dazed with my performance . :S
Worry , all I could say..
And to all the malays , ex. Mommmaaaa , Shazy , Kak Naji , Mak Mah , Azley , Atiqah .. etc.. :)
Enjoy your festival !
Happy Holidays , in large part to the non-malays :D
- Edward to Bella-
-Twilight-
Labels: bliss, studies, twilight
from Stepheniemeyer's web :D
-100 Results +
There are some period where we , the Form 3 's have to count down to our real PMR . That's pretty exciting ! :D . But , by any points , PMR is no match for SPM , right ? SPM is like your forecast future ! Whoaaa :S
By dint of my half-elbow grease , I achieved some great marks in part of my PMR trials subj. Beats me ! I'm really out of this world , whether PMR is harder or not . I've never ever predicted this results : 1 miserable B ! 78 for BM as my Bm teacher is supremely severe . And the journey of my results go like this :
Bm 78
English 87
History 90
Geography 93
Science 85
Mathematics 98
Living Skills 89
Yeah , I made lots of slips in living skills. I suck in it , I guess. Mathematics ! Awwww, I'm like a child who've forgotten how to count median . 2 marks gone for that single question ! I'm pretty bad in geo and history if to compare to the top student in my form . She's a genius ! So , this is the number , the .. position . I knew is not important because we wont know our real marks in PMR.. Here you go ,
position in class : 3
position in the whole form : 4
There's something ludicrous for all of us to laugh at : Students whose ranks are 1 , 2 , 4 , 5 ( 3 of them is 5 ) got straight A's. How sad ! I'm the one in the middle. Haaahhhh :D
Basically , here's the rankings in class (for top 5)
No.1 : Sanggeetha (the one who's so interested in Federer)
No.2 : Sharannya
No.4 : Lee Hui Min :D
No.5 : Jasmine Wong , Revathy & Wendy Chong .
That's all for my post today !
and , happy chowing down all the delicacy of moon cakes !
p/s: counting down.. 26 days to my "beloved" PMR ! Fooooh !
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