posted on Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 5:31 PM
A day to remember. I remember how bliss am I when I got the news that I'm one of their team. I rather work hard for it than sit down to study though you , my friends always ask me to relax , not to study. especially when exams are around the corner.Some how , I attend the meeting and have fun . live to sing ! and get the joy in our hands . I stayed back mostly everyday when they asked but wentback early for some vital reasons , maybe . I can see the future , starting with the word "fun" . but , as time went on ... The second day of practise , I decided to quit the team cause I could not meet their requests. So , that bothered me alots. conflict and so . my exams are around , I thought for awhile. yeah , I quit cause I'll be absent in Seremban for weeks,maybe and .. with devastated look that people cant realised. nevermind , I told myself :) I'll get another chance to enjoy another thing , maybe . I miss it. - choir.
Precisely , activities in school are getting me fatigue . Wednesday , I look to the opposite of the block , where I'm attending my Leo's meeting , it's choir. *sigh. Momma was talking non-sensely to me where I'm singing along while rushing back home. Pity you .
So yeah , friends are getting further from my sight . Especially those who're totally oblivious of what they're treating me *wink. Never mind , I thought again .. Lord , my standing friends :) - faith as always , trust as my life . - you know who you belongs to.
Look , I have always enjoy the fun that your friends tease you . I keep my emotion as normal as possible so I'll be pretending not to know *lmao. - I adore you . and I've my hope *grins.
If the two soul belongs together , doubt we'll be together no matter what. time proves !
and tmrw's my starting test for the first day . *struggle. *praise the Lord for everything. Pleaseeee bless me for my on coming March test .. All rise ! :) and guess what ? Wooo hooo ! I got some twilight stuff from U.S ! Thankssssssssss daddy and mummy for supporting meeee. I'm @#$%^&*() happy ! be secure , be secure. yeesss yesssss ! happy for me , do youuuu ?
but it just costs me a lil expensive to have it *sigh - but is affordableeeeee (only for me) ! *wheeeeee ! anyone wants to sponsor ? lmao ! -180 plus in M'sia
Labels: depression, miscellaneous-random, twilight, undeflected smile.
