-118 THE COMEBACK!-
posted on Thursday, May 23, 2013 @ 1:37 AMHello bloggers, Hello to my own blog and Hello to my memories
It's more than 2 years, since I last posted. I was once a emo woman back in 2011; prolly because of SPM, tons of accusation and my love life! But it's all back to rather ordinary life now.
I've recently completed my ADP in Taylor's University. It took me 4 semesters, accumulating to 16 months. I've learnt a lot and I've come to conclusion that, I HATE PUBLIC SPEAKING. I'm glad that it's over and I do not have to take it in the United States later! Yeay to me:) Needless to say, I scored the worst in that particular course. Overall, I sort of didn't like my life in ADP. I love it more in high school; with all my best girlfriends! :)
Reading my blog posts again- I'm such a stress ass! I stress about mostly everything. EVERYTHING. And yes, I'm still that kind of human. Although I've 3 months worth of 'supposed-to-be-fun' holiday, I am stressing up with the forthcoming yearbook and my P paper.
And the fat in my entire body. It's just, too much, too much. I can't exercise. I can't play my favorite sports. All thanks to my bloody injured leg.
And I'm not stuck studying for my P paper! I wanna pass, even with the lowest score, I just wanna pass. FINGERS CROSSED! God bless :)
posted on Friday, January 7, 2011 @ 10:58 PMA new year , a probably-new start .
SPM , senior year for me ! Blessings , here I neeeeeed ((:
Basically , the first week is ending and I've undergone all my tuitions for the first time in this year . A new year , a change in my position ; that makes me really comfortable now ! I'll remember when January starts because I'll forget when it's started when August arrives.
I'll miss all my tuition teachers ! not forgetting about my school time. Bet I'll miss that too though I dislike school this year. As for 2011 , I need to have a better effort in everything. Neglect facebook , neglect some lousy things will do me good till 14th December ! I'll sacrifice a little .
I'll stop loving human deeply. It's effortless to do that ; because it's just a matter of fact that the human doesnt really care about it. So why should I ? I'll reduce for it .
and I really want to GO BACK TO DECEMBER ! all the time ~ ((:
posted on Sunday, November 21, 2010 @ 1:12 PMWhen you come to a talk of life . Your life and your love ones. Be them your close friends , mother , father , your better half or whoever is it who you've chosed them as one ; do you really love them ? Love's not enough when you said it . Dont you know you gotta mean it ?
Fine , not a talk about love again .
But , it has been really a long long time to be back again ..at this long-abandoned blog ! My life , yea , life ; has been really really very hectic . Examinations did really kill me , I almost died in all the subjects . Thinking about the coming dreadful senior year , isnt it tough to face it ? rather , isnt it terrible to go for it ? I think very so.. Those memory of torso that I've to hurdle through , is really ranging out of my depressions ?
Da da daaaaaaaa. I've to sit for my G8 and SPM next year. What a spasm of hope that I need. God bless ((: . Just , just , I may be screwing up the best thing ever , and I'll regret forever . Agree ?
Can you get it clear ? clarify it for me , will you ?
posted on Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 12:38 PMDing dong with a new post , finally (:
I've been busy all day long since the beginning of the year. Now that everything has finished , I'll be a tad bit free-er - what I meant is , free from activities but studies are getting tougher and tougher. I did not know when January started this year and now is like , SEPTEMBER ! Greaaat. Final terms in approximately 1 month time and I'll be heading to my senior year. Look at the time , how it strucks and how it flies.
No more floating is a good thing to get to school , I guess? but I'll grow fatter at times ! Another thing is , moral folio for sec 4 and 5 is completed ! *grin ! but , there's a account so-called-assignment to be done before mid of oct , I think . plus leo plus prefect. hectic life, no ?
Tennis ! I'm looking forward to Nadal's success in completing his GS career tmrw at Flushing meadow (:
Redang island got me more exhausted ; my body is feeling paralysed ! with the insufficient of rest due to sleeping in the bus which is darn cold ! I hate getting clean up when I just got up from the sea. Perhaps , not-too-many-variety-of-fish there though ! but , a very-not-upheavel experience , though we didnt expect it to be quite disappointing . It's just awesome to walk or do anything around the beach with the breeze (: And and , the journey from the motor-boat to the jetty and vice versa is unbelievable awesome ! bye , redang island for now , maybe (:
Till I visit the posting page again ! :DD
posted on Sunday, July 4, 2010 @ 3:35 PMI'm so bloody stress up .
solar boat - NO SUN FOR ME TO TAKE MY TRIAL RESULTS !
piano exams - WRONG KEYS AND STUFF
problems of human - THEY JUST CANT LET ME GO . IF YOU HATE ME , JUST DONT SEE ME AND TELL ME AND I'LL GET LOST.
Satisfying moments are just not enough-
I didnt predict that I'd good in my mid year exams . Thank you ,my Lord :) . He never fails me at all - he gave me all my A's . but there are still 4 A- ; still .quite a smashing success !
Jeyna , sorry for the late reply . I love the photo and letter you'd send it to me :D
As long as you're here with me ; as long as you love me .. :)
I'll get along
posted on Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 7:02 PMPromoting ! Please kindly vote 'like' .
posted on Monday, May 3, 2010 @ 6:20 PMThanks stress , for loving me deeply ; dearly .
Stress Part 1 :
Exam . What's is all about ? testing whether we're memorising ALL the facts or not ? without knowing to apply it , perhaps ? Maybe. I'm admitting , I have no , no confidence in my soul right now and . 24th of May is coming eagerly for me . a total of bloody 30 % is taken. fair , no ?
Stress Part 2 :
Piano Exam ! I knew , I've to calm down while playing. Thanks teacher , for reminding me as always. BUT I cant , probably. Lively , fast song , how to play ? and my poor playing(s) in staccato beattttt ! Oh , just bless me , Lord (:
Stress Part 3 :
FRIENDS ! get back together , for everyone's sake ! I'm neutral , seriously . Please get back , I need the spirit of madness , laughingness , highness , and everything !
Stress Part 4 :
Think of the possibilities of the soul being romantic and being a lil good at reading minds ? and I truly know that we're star-crossed love , cant we get out of it ?
rather , cant I get enough of you ? Blurry situation was .. , heavy in the air .
And , you dont have the faintest idea of how much am I missing you everyday - a terrible heightened pain . If I could ever get back to 2 years time . Just if ; are there any alternativesss for me , as in for now ?
A girl was told these , afterall.
and I'll get rid of this after the examinations end ! , I think.
Tag - EMO , maybe ?